When I find it, I will do my best to get on laptop but don't know if I can tonight without this wire
Just seen a skinny hollz who couldn't stop laughing, very scary pictures lol
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I just used to be fit and athlrtic, started putting on weight as soon as my mood decreased, well I used to be into all sports, representing school, county and running at all levels when I was really young, played hockey throughout school also and loved having a kick-a-bout with anyone.
Hopefully I will come through my fitness test this week, got it on friday, just well, I want to get fit again.
I don't think I eat too badly, its just the drink and drink related chips :S
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Still least Davids no put off, I am going to his tomorrow and he says he has something special planned, so I best not back out eh :S
Must wash my hair though, I've neglected it all week :O
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I used to do loads - county standard gymnast, trampolining, netball, hockey, cross country and atheletics. Even a just a few years ago I did 1/2 marathon and 10k so being so pathetic at the gym is really frustrating.
Drink and munchies and binges are my enemy.
Mari, do you know why your stomach has been hurting the past 3 days?
"Everything is possible through Christ, who gives me strength". Phillipians 4:13
Well we can be pathetic together, and together we will get better and be less pathetic and be able to do 10ks again :)
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Actually its a mirror image, Hollz with smirnoff ice, and Hollz sitting here the now with smirnoff ice - except I don't have a chewed straw at the moment :S
Mari - do you think you will be up to going out for your birthday on Friday?
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Other Carri. Just a shock on one of these camcorder tapes
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
no i dont have any reason, no other symptoms, so i dont know whats causing, and i cant really get to a docs til mon, my friend said call up nhs but i hate phones, and tbh its pretty late to go arsing about with them.
yeah its not tied down pain, i can still function, i have.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
i thought it might have just been period stuff, but mines are so irregular due to my meds and i havent had one since november i think, but i havent started, and i dont usually get stomace cramps with periods anyway and even if i do it only lasts a day at most.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
Okay cool, Friday is still on then, as long as I come through my fitness test alive :)
All I can see is babies now on these damn films, one after the other :S
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I can't believe it, feeling a little overcome and needing to cry.
Thanks to everyone for helping me get to this point.
xxx
Well done Carrie, you've been so strong - so proud of you
(((((hugs))))))
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
9 weeks 
