Can't stop crying over you. I wish I could tell you how much I miss you and I hope you knew you were loved. Autumn leaves will always remind me of you, winters will always be colder. Every Christmas I'll get a little sentimental, and maybe that will get better with the years, but every Easter will be yours. But I will try and hold for summer and the sun on my skin and think of you and how you'd want me to be happy. I am trying.
I never realised how much I loved you, but even moreso I never realised how unfailingly you loved me and now you're not here and I need you more than ever. I hope you found the peace you needed. I love you mummy. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
oh, isn't it time you got over, how fragile you are?
we're all waiting, waiting on your supernova
because that's who you are,
and you've only begun to shine.
I don't know how it works, but if you there's such a thing as being there in spirit, please be with me at the doctor's tomorrow. I need help.
oh, isn't it time you got over, how fragile you are?
we're all waiting, waiting on your supernova
because that's who you are,
and you've only begun to shine.
I still miss you. I'm so grateful for all the wonderful memories of times we had together. I'm sorry I brought up something so devastating when you were ill. I love you, and I understand now, really I do. I think I always did but needed time to work through some things. Going to the memorial service tomorrow, hope you can feel my presence there. I'm proud of myself for overcoming family barriers so that we can at least share in our mutual grief in the same room. I also hope that my beginning buds of faith would have pleased you, and that you would understand my questioning and doubt. I hope you'd be proud of me, and could forgive me for any wrongdoings. You were my hero, you still are. Love you xxx
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
I always sit and wonder whether you'd be proud of me and at the moment I know you wouldn't be. The amount of **** I've put dad through this past year is just so ridiculous. And uncle A too. All because of my selfish antics. I'm sorry.
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
Your body may still be here on earth, but the amazing guy I loved is gone.
I'm sorry to say this, but in my mind he died. I don't recognise this drug fueled monster who lives in your body now.
I miss you, I didn't realise how much until today.
Will it hurt this much forever? I hate Christmas without you. I wish I could see you again just to let you know how much I love you and to tell you that you saved me more times than you could ever imagine. For a long time you were my only reason to live.
Thank you for everything x
Let us go then you and I, when the evening is spread out against the sky, like a patient etherized upon a table
- T.S. Elliot
R.I.P gran. Cant believe it has already been a month, u were taken too soon. Sometimes life is soooooooo unfair. wish you was still here with me so you could give me a hug. Love and miss you loads. :'( xxxxxxxxxxxx
4 years and I honestly think it hurts more right now than it did the last time I held your hand. I love you so much, Grandpop.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Happy Hanukkah, beautiful. I only wish I could share it with you. I miss you more than words can say. I'm sorry that it hurts so much to think of you. I'm sorry that I don't think of you often enough. שָׁלוֹם, shalom little one, peace be with you. I love you always and forever.
R.I.P
i will miss you everyday
i will still keep you in my prayers
i can't believe you're gone
but
its okay
God will look after you for me
you will look down on me from Hevean
"pretty pretty please dont you ever ever feel like your less than less than perfect"
"Don't ever change, you're perfect the way you are" only a PM away for ANYONE
Gem [smurfette] is my little sister and my princess <3
R.I.P. Keith....31/10/12....forever missed
R.I.P. Lewis....18/01/13....forever I'll love you, forever missed
I just really wish y'all were here.. It's way too hard being the only senior in town who's parents won't watch their child walk across the stage... I got into my dream college.. And you guys aren't here to see it.. I miss you all so much. It's not fair anymore.. I love you both so much and I hope you understand how much I would have changed if I saw this coming..but its life an unexpected I love you so much
I am not doing it for myself, I am doing it for them!
Love and miss them like crazy
This is going to be my 10th Christmas; I'm spending without you. It's insane that when I was 9 I couldn't imagine spending a day without you and now 10 years 3 month on; I'm imagining Christmases with you. The way you made me feel so special... So lived and made me feel like a real person who belong within the family.
I love you mummy x
Ballerina123 - My lovely superstar
Call me R -
The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time - Abraham Lincoln
oh, isn't it time you got over, how fragile you are?
we're all waiting, waiting on your supernova
because that's who you are,
and you've only begun to shine.
Merry Christmas Granny. Thank you so much for my necklace it is beautiful and i love what it says on the back 'My drear granddaughter may this guardian angel always protect you'. I really hope that it does, i need protecting. I love you so much and it hasn't been the same without out you, it has been really emotional today. Miss you so much xxxxxxxxx
XX IN LIFE YOU'LL REALISE THAT THERE IS A PURPOSE FOR EVERY PERSON YOU MEET. SOME ARE THERE TO TEST YOU, SOME WILL USE YOU, SOME WILL TEACH YOU AND SOME WILL BRING OUT THE BEST IN YOU XX
Margaret you were one amazing women.. you have left a big whole in the netball community your presence inspired so many people i cant put into words how much you have done for me you will make me a better coach.. i hope your out of pain now and you are watching over us
I always think to myself maybe one day you'll come back, you'll come back and save me..... nut it's not going to happen is it because i lost my world when you died. I guess it will be something i will learn to live with but i've just not got to that point yet.
I love you xxx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
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