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Old 25-08-2014, 04:24 PM   #61
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Are you afraid of crying? :/
And if talking helps, that's one attach point we can move on from! x



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Old 25-08-2014, 05:42 PM   #62
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Yes. I am terrified of crying... yet I am on the verge of tears all the time....



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Old 27-08-2014, 02:06 AM   #63
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Crying is good sometimes. It can be cathartic. How are you now?



It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
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Old 27-08-2014, 06:44 AM   #64
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Crying is good sometimes. It can be cathartic. How are you now?
I want to cry so much but I am scared... I am scared it will make the pain more real....

I am feeling like a burden. A failure. Disgusting and ashamed.

I don't know what I did to deserve what he did...



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Old 28-08-2014, 01:57 AM   #65
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Hi Lucy. Sometimes crying just lets out emotions, and it is so much better than self harming.

What happened, that's making you feel this way.

(Also, I noticed you have two threads on this board - you might find it more helpful to have everything in one, so people give better advice and don't get confused or repeat themselves.)



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Old 28-08-2014, 07:57 AM   #66
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Hi Lucy. Sometimes crying just lets out emotions, and it is so much better than self harming.

What happened, that's making you feel this way.

(Also, I noticed you have two threads on this board - you might find it more helpful to have everything in one, so people give better advice and don't get confused or repeat themselves.)
I wish I could tell you, to tell someone, but believe me you wouldn't want to listen to what I have to say.... It would make you think I am disgusting. It would not be nice for you to listen to.....

I want to cry....so much.... I just want to let everything out... but I have never cried over what he did.... he used to hit me if I cried... so I stopped myself crying and I cut instead.

(Also I have deleted my other threads)



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Old 28-08-2014, 08:02 PM   #67
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I can't do this....



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Old 28-08-2014, 08:24 PM   #68
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It's okay Lucy, we're here for you.
If it's really going to help you, please and please say it all. I have got all evening, and probably half of the night to listen today.
In the meantime, can you distract yourself somehow?



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Old 28-08-2014, 08:41 PM   #69
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Thanks hunni but trust me... none of you would want to listen to the things I have in my head.

I am really struggling and feel like everyone would be better off without me...

I should never have told anyone what he did....



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Old 28-08-2014, 09:35 PM   #70
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Are you sure? I won't force you, but if you feel like it will make you feel better just go for it!
No one would be better if you would go :/ please, I know the fight is hard..but you have to continue



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Old 29-08-2014, 06:50 PM   #71
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I cut myself three times today. Feeling so depressed. Have had enough. Please help.



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Old 29-08-2014, 09:18 PM   #72
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What was your trigger today Lucy? It's okay, as long as you continue the fight it's good x



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Old 29-08-2014, 09:43 PM   #73
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Something happened at work..and I cut myself three times. I hate myself. I wish I could disappear. I should cut and not stop. I dont deserve help.



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Old 29-08-2014, 10:12 PM   #74
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Can you explain what happened? It could help you to understand the foundation of the problem.
You shouldn't be saying that :/ you deserve life as much as everyone else!



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Old 30-08-2014, 08:53 AM   #75
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It is a long story....

I feel so depressed.

I wish I could just curl up in a ball and sleep forever.



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Old 30-08-2014, 02:31 PM   #76
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If it's a long story, then we can listen x
That's often a wish for many, but we ought to live the day with our full potential ;)



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Old 30-08-2014, 03:18 PM   #77
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I'm sorry. I know I'm not so great to talk to right now. Sorry for being a pain x x x



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Old 30-08-2014, 04:43 PM   #78
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It's okay, don't worry x when you're ready please tell



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Old 30-08-2014, 06:29 PM   #79
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You are all so kind. Thank you. I dont deserve your help x



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Old 31-08-2014, 02:12 AM   #80
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Can't sleep but so tired. I just don't want the nightmare. Urge to cut vey strong....



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