Contamination

[EyelinerAndCigarettes]

*Sits with you* Low on words but am here and listening.
x

[Cacoethes]

Thank you <3

I'm anxious. I don't know if the police are going to turn up or not.
He said 'watch TV until the police get here' but I'm still not sure if he called them.
Surely they would be here by now if he called them?

[EyelinerAndCigarettes]

I'm not 100% sure but I imagine they would want to get you the right help and sometimes that takes a little bit of time. Is the TV helping at all?

[Cacoethes]

I'm still getting messages from the TV but it's better than having the voices get even louder without the TV on.

[Cacoethes]

Being taken to hospital

[Unbreakable.]

Thinking of you <3

[Cacoethes]

Thanks Lana <3

[Auror.]

I'm sorry Beckie. I know that's not what you wanted. I hope they are kind to you and can figure something out to help. <3

[Cacoethes]

Thanks Camden <3

It seems ok here. I'm in London. Because surprise surprise, no beds in my area.
I had sleeping pills at about 2am but I still woke up at 7am so I'm shattered but can't get back to sleep.
I hope I see a doctor today. I want to go home

[one_step_closer]

Oh Beckie *hugs* I hope this resolves quickly and you can get on with you life. Use all the support you have.

[tamobhuuta]

*hugs* sorry to hear this. I hope you can work with them to get through this.

[Cacoethes]

Thanks both <3

I've just seen one of the doctors who was really nice.
He wants me to stay for a least a few days. I'll see the consultant either later today or tomorrow apparently.
All the staff have been really nice so far.

[one_step_closer]

That's good to hear. Hopefully it will just be a few days for respite. Sometimes short admissions are all that are needed and are much better than being there for the long haul. Try to work with the staff and keep yourself safe, I'm sure you don't want to prolong your stay.

[Cacoethes]

I really hope it's just a short admission. I can't be dealing with months again.

[Cacoethes]

Things have gone to shit a little bit.
I'm on a section 5(2) now. Self harmed so in A&E and have been put on 1:1
I didn't try to leave or anything but the doctor said she didn't feel comfortable with me being informal and hearing voices.
I'm an idiot

[nonperson]

You're not an idiot at all, Beckie. I'm sorry all this is happening again and hope it starts improving for you soon.

[Cacoethes]

Thanks np <3

Someone is coming to stitch the cut and the nurse is annoyed with me

[Auror.]

I'm sorry you got put on a section. That really sucks. I hope they can stitch you up quickly. Did it actually help at all with anything the voices are saying?

[Cacoethes]

Thanks Camden

I'm all stitched up now and back on the ward.
It didn't help. I didn't get enough of my blood out.
A lot came out but not enough.
I'm hoping the doctor takes me off 1:1 tomorrow

[Auror.]

If it didn't help, it sounds like it might not be worth trying agin?