Why is Comic Relief so sad? I remember once I wore my pyjamas to school as part of a 'duvet day' that my English teacher arranged to buy mattresses for some children in Kenya. When we raised the money and they got the mattresses (their old ones had bugs and were giving them infections) they said it was like they had won the lottery. It's a ****ing mattress. I have the stupid mattress and bed sheets, hell I have a bed. I have a house, food, eduction, a future. I need to get a grip.
Oh Oliver it's nothing to be ashamed of. I know you hate having it, it must feel so wrong to you. If it makes you feel any better, me too. Although probably not because I don't mind them. Well, I do, but not like you do. You won't always have them, there are medicines and things that can stop them.
Sam, I didn't manage any more. Just a cup of tea. I'm worried about this evening though. I'm helping my kids prepare a special meal. They're bound to want me to try it.
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
*hugs Lia, Oliver, Mark, Sam, Louise and Solo*
(did i miss anyone? i think i got everyone who's been on lately...*ponders*)
That candy looks delish Lia! I may have to get one when I go to the store later...
*offers water bottles to those that may want one*
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
Your glass?
this probably won't help buuuuuuuuuuuuut... where did you see it last?
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
accidently cut myself shaving yesterday and it brought back so many bloodly memories from over the past 2 years....
note: Don't think I told you all but my psychiatrist (CAMHS - child and mental health services) diagnosed me with depression, anxiety, insomnia and PTSD - post traumatic stress disorder.
yay.
There's a hand;
Reaching into the darkness,
Pulling me back towards ethereal white.
Did we know this?
That we would be each others...
Never-ending light?
*Hugs Shad* All that sounds like a lot to take on, but we're all here for you.
Crimson, I love that question :) The answer tends to be 'if I knew that, it wouldn't be lost'. I honestly don't know. I had it on my desk then I got a new one and I thought I put it in there but now I can't find it.
Lia, Sorry if this is repeat info. I haven't been able to make myself eat anything since Sunday. I usually use a protein drink to take my vitamins that double as my meds even when I don't eat. I haven't even been able to do that. Therefore, not gettin the vits either. I haven't had anything but a cup a tea n a cup a coffee each day since Sunday. My friend is so concerned about me gettin my vits cause like I said, they're my meds that I went ahead and took one dose of what's sposed to be six a day this morning with water. That didn't go so well.
