Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone
You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain
Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me
But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know
Is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down
Cause I feel like killing myself for Christmas
I never got along real well with my mom or dad
Hey I feel like killing myself for Christmas
It’ll be the best, the best, the best Christmas day they ever had
"Indifference and neglect often do much more damage than outright dislike." - Albus Dumbledore
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I’m beside myself
But does it matter
It’s good to hear you’re doing well
But does it matter
I’m beside myself
But does it matter
It’s good to hear you’re doing well
But does it matter
In the end
It’s about me and you
The hardest part
Cause it’s about me and you
The hardest part
It’s about me and you
The hardest part is letting you go
It’s about me and you
The hardest part
Thinking all about me and you
And if it breaks down I will shut down
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
reach down your hand in your pocket
pull out some hope for me
it's been a long day
always
reach down you kno your hand wont stop it
just keep you trembling
it;s been a long day
always
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
Hey you, look what you do to me
You bend and you bruise me
Why you try to control me?
But you don't know me
How come you just want to hurt me?
How come you just want to push me?
I can't ignore you anymore
Cause everywhere I turn you
You burn me, you break me
You always want to take me down with you
What do you want from me?
I don't wanna be afraid
I don't wanna run away
I don't want to be here fading
It's more that I can take
I'm never gonna be the same
I threw it all away
I don't want to be here fading
Just let go
(Look what you do to me)
Let go
(Look what you do to me)
Hey you, look what you do to me
You burnt and you scared me
With all that, you tell me
(but I don't listen)
You love me, you hate me
You always want to take me down with you
What do you want from me?
I don't wanna be afraid
I don't wanna run away
I don't want to be here fading
It's more that I can take
I'm never gonna be the same
I threw it all away
I don't want to be here fading
Just let
You kept pushing me
You keep using me
You keep twisting me
You keep breaking me
You can't have me anymore
You can't have me anymore
You can't have me anymore
You can't have me, let go
I don't wanna be afraid
I don't wanna run away
I don't want to be here fading
It's more that I can take
I'm never gonna be the same
I threw it all away
I don't want to be here fading
Just let go, let go, just let go.
I don't wanna be afraid
Let go
(I don't wanna run away)
Just let go, let go, let go
Lie to convince me that i'll be better off
Oh, you go on and i'll be happier, i'll be happier
You go on, yeah, you go on
You'll be gone and i'll be happier
Shoot me with your rubber bullets
Your finger's on the trigger, pull it
I know you want this suffering to end
So it is forgivable my friend
It's all to convince me that i'll be better off
So you go on and i'll be happier,
You go on and i'll be happier
You go on, yeah, you go on
You'll be gone and i'll be happier
Say what you mean, what you mean
It's that you'll be happier without me, without me, without me
don't know what to do anymore
I've lost the only love worth fighting for
I'll drown in my tear storming sea
that would show you,
that would make you hurt like me
all the same,
I don't want mud-slinging games
it's just a shame
to let you walk away
is there a chance,
a fragment of light
at the end of the tunnel,
a reason to fight
is there a chance
you may change your mind
or are we ashes and wine?
don't know if our fate's already sealed
this day's a spinning circus on a wheel
I'm ill with the thought of your kiss
coffee-laced, intoxicating on her lips
shut it out, I've got no claim on you now
I'm not allowed to wear your freedom down
is there a chance,
a fragment of light
at the end of the tunnel,
a reason to fight
is there a chance
you may change your mind
or are we ashes and wine?
I'll tear myself away
if that what you need
there is nothing left to say
is there a chance,
a fragment of light
at the end of the tunnel,
a reason to fight
is there a chance
you may change your mind
or are we ashes and wine?
reduced to ashes and wine
or are we ashes...
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
When you're alone, silence is all you know.
When your alone, silence is all you see.
When you're alone, silence is all you'll be.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
you take the breath right out of me
you left a hole where my heart should be
now you gotta fight just to make it through
cause i will be the death of you
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
You're tearing me apart
Crushing me inside
You used to lift me up
Now you get me down
If I
Was to walk away
From you my love
Could I laugh again ?
If I
Walk away from you
And leave my love
Could I laugh again ?
Again, again...
You're killing me again
Am I still in your head ?
You used to light me up
Now you shut me down
If I
Was to walk away
From you my love
Could I laugh again ?
If I
Walk away from you
And leave my love
Could I laugh again ?
I'm losing you again
Like eating me inside
I used to lift you up
Now I get you down
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
i warned you
what should happen if you should decide
to live your life from the 9 to 5
and i'll mourn you
for that detail that is left unsaid
is a reminder
from the time you bled
return to days when you knew
you still felt alive
reveal the way you felt
when you could look inside
they sold you
everything you need to fix you up
and you feel good now
but you cant wake up
they found a way to reassure you
THAT EVERYTHING WOULD BE OK
reach out today
now i emplore you
to remember who you are
return to days when you knew
you still felt alive
reveal the way you felt
when you could look inside
so you felt it
but you dont know
why you can't explain at all
how you felt it
cause you dont know
no you dont know
break the walls between building atrophy
causing all your problems to receed
break the walls between
causing all your pain
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
I don't hang around that place no more.
I'm tired of wearing circles in the floor.
And I don't carry myself very well.
But I've gotten so much braver, can't you tell?
And I've lined my secrets up all one by one.
I put them all away when I was done.
And I would really love to hear your voice sometime.
To close a little distance in my mind.
Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
And I'm sorry, but this is my fate.
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay.
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long.
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me.
I'm not worth any tears.
"Indifference and neglect often do much more damage than outright dislike." - Albus Dumbledore
