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Old 15-03-2009, 07:01 PM   #1
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The Honesty Box

The Honesty Box.

Its something I think I may find useful and maybe you will too.

Things that you feel you cant own upto in your own thread because you feel you are the only one doing so.

Whereas here, everyone is owning upto things that maybe they feel selfconscious about or embarrassed or even ashamed about.

Noone will judge you, but maybe they will support you. But you know you can post feeling that youre not alone in owning upto something that really affects or troubles you.


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Old 15-03-2009, 07:03 PM   #2
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I'll go first and see how it feels.

This is really hard for me, but today I wiped a tool in dirt to harm with.
I am ashamed, but its something I had to own upto, and maybe if I can do it here I can to my doctor

Im also drinking on my own which I know isnt a good thing

It feels good to let it out
You try xx

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Old 15-03-2009, 07:07 PM   #3
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Aw Grace - I'm sorry you are feeling like this - I have had similar thoughts, and never clean the knife I use. My turn - today I cut my face - I know this makes my SH obvious but i just didn't seem to care. Now I feel I'll have to explain tomorrow - the cat story is wearing very thin...
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Old 15-03-2009, 07:23 PM   #4
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* hugs*
Im so sorry you felt the need to do that.
Please look after the wound and yourself. xx

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Old 15-03-2009, 07:35 PM   #5
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hmmm Ill take a turn at it
I wish I Was numb again, because I hate the way I feel all the time.



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Old 15-03-2009, 07:41 PM   #6
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I guess numbness takes it all away.
It offers some relief, all be it temporary
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Old 15-03-2009, 09:03 PM   #7
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Sometimes I write dark poems. Darker than I have ever read on here. It should scare me but it doesn't. Sometimes I think to myself "Marie you are a bit f***ed up for this" It's these poems that I can't turn in for creative writing. Yet these are my best poems.



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Old 15-03-2009, 09:06 PM   #8
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I'll go first and see how it feels.

This is really hard for me, but today I wiped a tool in dirt to harm with.
I am ashamed, but its something I had to own upto, and maybe if I can do it here I can to my doctor

Im also drinking on my own which I know isnt a good thing

It feels good to let it out
You try xx
I never cleaned my tools. Most days they were on dirty floor. I've also used rusty tools. I know where your coming from here and am glade you found the courage to own up to it. I'm am not promoting using dirty tools by saying that I did it too just trying to show you that you're not alone in this. I in NO way incourage it.



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Old 15-03-2009, 09:06 PM   #9
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Oh, I really understand where youre coming from.
I have many dark poems hidden from view in my cupboard.
Im ashamed of their contents but then im proud of them because they express how I feel and they are some of my best creations.

Youre not alone xx

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Old 15-03-2009, 11:52 PM   #10
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Old 16-03-2009, 04:59 AM   #11
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I wish I could quit obsessing over wanting a dad, now that i'm realising what a moonshining hillbilly fart hole my bio dad is.



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Old 16-03-2009, 10:53 AM   #12
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I'm afraid I wont make it through the next 2 weeks... let alone the next 2 years.



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Old 16-03-2009, 11:33 AM   #13
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I feel like I am slowly destroying my body... and it only sometimes scares me... sometimes I want to do it very much.



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Every act creates a ripple with no logical end. ~ Scott Adams




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Old 16-03-2009, 04:12 PM   #14
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I had a nervous break down at work today
Such a faliure

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Old 16-03-2009, 04:48 PM   #15
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Old 16-03-2009, 04:50 PM   #16
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thinking of you xx

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Old 16-03-2009, 04:51 PM   #17
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i'm not letting my arm heal on purpose....

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Old 16-03-2009, 06:42 PM   #18
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I keep having suidice thoughts, even if I don't feel suicidal right now....



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Old 16-03-2009, 08:30 PM   #19
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Old 16-03-2009, 09:41 PM   #20
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I'm playing a game of softball tomorrow, but am terrified i'm going to make a fool of myself. somethign so minor has me so anxious >.<



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