Sorry for the lack of individual replies - 5 pages of posts since last night my time ...
Katie - Technically I'm doing a bachelor of Technology majoring in Computing Studies but this study period I'm working for my Minor in Management. So glad to see you. *big hugs*
Mark - If you still are able, can you put my name on the card?
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
*hugs Lia* Thanks, I'm trying not to, but it's hard... It seems easier to beat myself up over it than to try and stay positive and refocus, if that makes sense.
*hugs Hels* That's great news :D How are you holding up?
*hugs Claire* I've noticed anytime I miss a day on here I'm catching up on 4+ pages of posts :P So no worries. How are you doing?
*hugs Kahlia* How are things?
*spots April and tackles her* How are you doing today?
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
Cuddles all, hmm feeling very low again. Just want to cut and it all to be over. Hmm that kind off messed up. It's how I'm feeling low and messed up. Sorry just wish I could curl up and shut the world out, even for a little while
*hugs Hels* Keep hanging in there :D How are things going with your other bestie? I think I remember you were angry for a while because she wasn't answering her phone? Sorry if I'm wrong =/
*hugs Lia* Has the killer already killed? If not... how can you deem them a killer? :P
*hugs Jills* I know the feeling hun. Why so low right now?
*tackles Reaper and April*
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
Taz, I was a little annoyed. I was just being silly. She phoned me back, I missed her twice, phoned her back and she called me back. So we chatted for a while :) Seeing her in 5 weeks time as I mentioned in my last post ^_^ *hugs*
* hugs everyone *
Voices are back telling me i must die
maybe i should but i cant get to the meds my husband locks them away
i cant keep going like this days like this were all i seem to do is be in pain mentally
I'm feeling quite **** myself actually. Debating whether to call my parents or not and I really want to but... I feel raw and exposed in front of them, when I wasn't prepared to be. It hurts like all hell.
*hides in the warren and sobs*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
do what hun? *offers hugs* ugh i proper hafta go now... laptops gonna be closed on me *rolls eyes* but message me and i'll try to reply if i can <3
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”