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Old 26-03-2010, 06:53 PM   #21701
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*cuddles helen and april* sry i was typing while u guys were..



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Old 26-03-2010, 07:41 PM   #21702
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*cuddles Laura and April*

Well managed to stay awake. My head feels mashed, so can't support much. Sorry :(

April, they said this "I have had a number of people interested in the role. I have offered the temporary assignment to a young lady who approached me yesterday. I will let you know if another position arises in the future."

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Old 26-03-2010, 07:59 PM   #21703
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*cuddles LauraStar* I can definitely understand being more pissed off than before... but you know that it IS his fault and not anyone else's. He's just a scumbag, if you don't mind me using the term... heh. I hope that you find peace in this matter. ♥

*cuddles Helen* Awh... I've never been interviewed for a job, really - have that "fun" coming up in the next few months probably - but I can imagine how disappointing it would be to hear that. Especially since you don't already have a job... stupid economy stuff. :( I hope that you find a job soonish... ♥

I am really, really tired, and I also really, really don't want to go to my soc class. Only thing on campus today and I have already been out, am exhausted and don't want to venture out again. :( I hate uni. I hate having to go to classes, especially because we have an exam in this class on Monday. And he said that it was going to be the hardest one. I got an 88% (B+) on the other one... I tied for the highest grade in the class. I should be proud, I guess, but I'm not... I mean, it's only a B+. :(

I just want to give up...



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Old 26-03-2010, 08:12 PM   #21704
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Updated - AGAIN - my r/v thread...

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Wish I could SI. Or cry.



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Old 26-03-2010, 08:32 PM   #21705
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*huggles mark* its good that you want to aim for your one month free bracelet again, but perhaps that is too big of a goal at the moment and can seem 'not real'?! You went a day without SI yesterday, perhaps just setting yourself a daily goal at first would be helpful? And then maybe you could look at the bigger picture as in, well I may not have achieved X amount consectutive days SI free, but I SI'd only half the week? Just an idea, so that you are reducing your SI but not putting pressure on yourself or feeling like a failure if you do one day free and then slip up. I hope that makes sense.

*huggles Em* (borntobleed - have I got that correct?) It's horrid when no one is paying you any attention and you are stuggling so so horribly and withdrawn. But please don't withdraw from us in here, let this be your place of peace whilst you gather some strength to keep fighting. You are just a babe in comparison to some of us in here (I clicked on user profile to check your name!), so we'll all have a few years of advice or more on life to help you with things, or to just offer supportive huggles when words are beyond us. Don't say goodbye to us, try to hang on.

*huggles April* I think you are so much stronger than you give yourself credit for. I don't doubt your tremendous struggles that you're having at the moment, but what amazes me and shows me what a good strong person you are, is the advice and support that you're still able to give others at this time. I also hope the home care thingy with jarrod works out. I've no idea how things like your situation work in the US. As much as I have a moan now and again about the silly benefits system and NHS here in england, I would be lost without it. Street homeless and probably dead by now without healthcare. So hearing your struggles with prescriptions etc, makes me realise how lucky I am.

*huggles Laura* Its good to get angry and want to kick him as it'll help you heal. I know how you feel though when you find out someone who you loved wasn't actually the person you thought that they were and manipulated you - it taints all the memories and I know what you mean by feeling that you wasted the time you had together. I know its a cliche but time will heal, and you'll be able to look back on those 4years and be able to pick out things that you have learnt, experiences had etc that were positive and will be with you for the rest of your life. Also this very experience of the break up, although painful right now, will make you stronger and more aware so that for future relationships you are more prepared and therefore likely to find someone who truely deserves you.

*huggles Helen* aww shame about the job. I've never had to do job hunting thank goodness, I was blessed by jobs that I enjoyed from 16 when I was able to work. I've been signed off sick for nearly 4years now :( though at the moment I'm glad I'm not well enough to be looking for work - it'd be even harder. So I'm one less person to take up jobs out there, an extra chance for you! :) Just be patient and don't loose heart, everyone is struggling to find work at the moment so don't take anything personally.

me? pass.... next question....

*goes out to smoking shelter*



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Old 26-03-2010, 08:56 PM   #21706
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*cuddles April and Hayley lots*

Ah Hayley, you're such a sweetheart. That made me smile. Yes, I'm sure I'll find something eventually. =) Just losing heart, something will turn up I'm sure..



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Old 26-03-2010, 09:00 PM   #21707
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I'm glad I made you smile Helen - that makes me smile too!

I'm getting all anxious about a phonecall I plan to do tomorrow to my father about, well, everything. I don't want to go into it now as Eoghan (ewan) is out drinking all night, which is why I'm waiting til tomorrow. Anyhoo, so its distraction time. World of Warcraft here I come!

*takes her geeky self to the corner of the ward and turns into a gnome!*



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Old 26-03-2010, 09:09 PM   #21708
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i am such a moron...
i missed 8 questions on my test... 3 of them i had written the right answer then erased it and put something else...
i still passed but still... such an idiot.


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Old 26-03-2010, 09:22 PM   #21709
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You're not an idiot, I promise *cuddles*

Hayley, enjoy gaming =)



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Old 26-03-2010, 10:45 PM   #21710
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Yey WoW... :D

The sad bit is that I don't want to even play that anymore. :( But gnomes rock. :D What class is s/he, Hayley?

I just want to sleep... :(



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Old 26-03-2010, 11:26 PM   #21711
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goes to a corner and rocks back and forth. cries my heart out. =[

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Old 26-03-2010, 11:35 PM   #21712
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*cuddles Helen*
I hate second guessing myself... that test lowered my semester average from an A to a B... 6 lessons to finish... hopefully I can keep my average from dropping more. (3 essays, 1 research based ethics eval and 2 exams on the court system) I suck at essays though so I've been procrastinating and over thinking them probably... and the books on the court system are soooooo boring I just can't keep focused on them... And I lost my Paralegal Ethics Rules book so I had to print the current ethics laws from the net to even begin this project... I have to get this finished in 4 months or I run out of extentions...


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Old 27-03-2010, 12:17 AM   #21713
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*cuddles Jill* What's going on, hon?

*cuddles Crimson* Sorry, no words of advice here, just cuddles... my brain's fried and I am utterly exhausted at the moment.

*cuddles Helen* How's your evening going?

I feel awful. Even "New Moon" couldn't get my mind off of me for awhile. That just sucks. I hate being so "full of myself," if you will have it put that way, that even a well-made and exciting film won't get my head out of my own arse. I hate it.

And I still really, really want to die. :(



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Old 27-03-2010, 12:50 AM   #21714
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sent you a pm scarletdreamer, sorry if thats too much, or triggery.

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Old 27-03-2010, 12:52 AM   #21715
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It wasn't too much or too triggery, Jill, just know that I won't be able to respond tonight. Sending you lots of hugs though - can't get my thoughts in a straight enough line to make enough sense to help you. :( But I'll try tomorrow. *big cuddles*

*hides in a really really dark corner*



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Old 27-03-2010, 12:56 AM   #21716
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Sorry if this is offensive to anyone who is not Christian, but I thought that the principles of it can be seen here in the site ("love never fails you")... and it's a positive song... so yeah. Hope you like it. :-S If you find it offensive, please ask me to remove it.



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Old 27-03-2010, 01:01 AM   #21717
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no worries april, please stay safe. big bear hugs if its okay.

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Old 27-03-2010, 01:06 AM   #21718
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I'll stay safe... don't worry about me.

And hugs are always welcome!!! :)



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Old 27-03-2010, 01:40 AM   #21719
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*cuddles everyone*

Havign a **** evenong but a good one too. My ear's really ****ed up at the moment. Can't hear that well anyway (am deaf) but like, I really can't hear out of my right ear clearly, it's like ringing most of the time (which my ears do) and yeah, all quality's ****ed. Don't know how to explain it. But it's really distressing :(



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Old 27-03-2010, 02:12 AM   #21720
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*huggles everybody*

Sorry no individual replies but there's been 2.5 pages of posts since I was last in here and I just can't keep up.

I crashed out on the couch last night after getting a phonecall from my housemate saying he'd be on the next bus home. He sent me a text about 30 minutes later and I was fast asleep already! I only woke up when he unlocked the security door. I was supposed to have started dinner and done all sorts of stuff. :(

I still managed to crash out last night until after 9am this morning. And then went back to bed until 10:45.

I have to go to the shops and pick up my mobile phone that I took in as it was under warranty and the battery kept dying. Seriously I could make like 1 phonecall and then, if I tried to make another one/got another one, it would just die mid call. And it was less than 6 months old. So they've replaced the battery and updated the software. I've been using a really old phone so it'll be nice to have mine back again.

*hugs everyone, leaves a plate full of kit-kat's on the table and disappears into a corner*



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