OKay, um, I moved out in the summer-only shortly after being discharged from psych. And I'm just struggling so badly with living on my own and my studies and it's all become overwhelming. And so many people at work say to talk to them...but i can't....because if i ring them and still cut/od/whatever then how much worse would that be?
I really want to talk to my tutor at college, cos so much of this is related to struggling with my college work. But i'm scared if I tell her I'm not okay then i won't be able to stop talking and i'll say too much and end up with **** kicking off at college again like last year.
IDK, i just feel so alone in all this, like no-one understands.
i don't make sense do i.