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Old 19-02-2019, 12:42 AM   #1
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Never again

I’m mot sure what I want from this but I’m tired and struggling and I’m hospital and it’s ll overheming.

I’m so tired




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Old 19-02-2019, 04:37 AM   #2
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I don't really have many smart or positive words right now, but I just wanted to say that I hear you, I understand and I'm sorry things suck so much right now. I hope you'll get help and get better soon, or at least get some respite.


I know it probably seems gloomy now, but you can get through it.

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Old 19-02-2019, 08:18 AM   #3
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Oh Cam, I’m sorry things have been crap and you’re in this situation. Has anything happened to trigger this admission? You’ve got so much strength in you to fight this despite how much your brain is saying you’re tired. I know you can get through this. Xxx



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Old 19-02-2019, 09:46 AM   #4
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I'm sorry things are difficult right now.

I hear how tired you are. Is there anyone on the ward that you can talk to.

What is it that is so overwhelming?

We are here for you x



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Old 19-02-2019, 01:13 PM   #5
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The ward has been so chaotic and I’ve just not really slept for days.

I’m waiting to move hospitals so I can’t settle everything is up in the air and it’s a nightmare




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Old 19-02-2019, 01:54 PM   #6
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I'm so sorry things are hard right now. I know you can get through this but I appreciate how awful it feels in the moment. Is there anyone at all on the ward who you feel is supportive? I hope things get better for you soon.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 19-02-2019, 04:11 PM   #7
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I can’t talk to anyone because of work it’s a nightmare I’m staring into the same abyss day and night unless someone visits and I love the vista but it so much effort




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Old 19-02-2019, 05:07 PM   #8
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I know the feeling about visits. Is there a peer worker on the ward at all? Is someone keeping you up to date about the progress (or lack of) of getting you to a different hospital?





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 19-02-2019, 06:19 PM   #9
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No I asked about three hours ago and I haven’t heard anything since. It’s just a shitty situation




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Old 20-02-2019, 03:19 PM   #10
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Fingers crossed I’m going home




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Old 20-02-2019, 05:08 PM   #11
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I hope whatever happens it's the right thing for you. Sending lots of love.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

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Old 20-02-2019, 08:59 PM   #12
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So can’t go home but they have potentially identified a bed out of area I’m keeping everything crossed.




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Old 21-02-2019, 09:40 AM   #13
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Keeping everything crossed for you too



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Old 21-02-2019, 10:23 AM   #14
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Oh lovely I'm sorry to hear that things are so difficult just now.

You're amazingly strong and resilient and it will get easier again. I hear how exhausting it all is at the moment though.

I hope they manage to sort out a transfer for you asap. Thinking of you and sending so much love xx



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Old 21-02-2019, 08:13 PM   #15
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*late fingers crossed*

Keep going.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

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Old 21-02-2019, 10:52 PM   #16
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It didn’t happen




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Old 24-02-2019, 02:35 PM   #17
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Hey, so sorry to hear that you've been unwell. How are you getting on now?



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Old 24-02-2019, 06:46 PM   #18
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No advice but sending love

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Old 25-02-2019, 02:25 AM   #19
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Ihink i am in hell
A special place that I can only aliken to a torture chamber.
They are slowly driving me tonlose my mind and I can’t do it any longer




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Old 25-02-2019, 07:30 PM   #20
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I am sorry things are so difficult for you lovely.

How did your weekend go? Any news on a bed elsewhere?

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