Just when I thought I had things moving forward with my life I found recently that I have an adult form of scoliosis that was missed out years ago and I am absolutely shocked because now I am starting to realise that my hips are out of place a lot when I walk and it's becoming noticeable and the as the weight and as I have a lost weight healthily its physically noticeable for me.
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
Get in touch with your gp. They should refer you to a specialist, I understand what you’re going through I’m also in daily searing pain and clicking and cracking... it’s not a nice thing to have to go through x sending hugs x