Triggered

[raggygirl]

Left alone and my first thought is, I can go cut myself, got a nice new blade and I can get the blood to heal me, to prove to me that I'm in control of me, hoping that by writing this the urge will pass, but...

[nonperson]

...but does it really help?

I'm sorry, what else might make the urges pass?

[raggygirl]

Cutting

[nonperson]

I mean, what else other than that?

It might seem like the only option and the only thing that will help in the moment, I totally get that, but it doesn't really help in the long term, or even short term.

Can you talk to someone, listen to some music, draw, write, scream, punch pillows?

[raggygirl]

No we are all alone, don't want to breathe, life is just so hard.