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Old 24-07-2018, 08:47 AM   #141
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Thinking of you Lillie.



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Old 24-07-2018, 11:22 AM   #142
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I eventually got put back together. But it was nearly 6 by the time I left a and e. I had a donut and a tea in the cafe and got the bus home. I called in sick to work.
Have just woken up and feel unwell. Suppose it's the less than 4 hours sleep thing.



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Old 24-07-2018, 11:50 AM   #143
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I know what you mean by that lack of sleep unwell feeling. Will you be able to get more sleep today if it's not too warm?

Good to hear you're back in one piece again. =)

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Old 24-07-2018, 11:55 AM   #144
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I will yeah. Thankfully it's a lot cooler here than most of the UK.

I called in to work and spoke to my friend who told me off for making her worry. And now I feel even more awful.



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Old 24-07-2018, 12:22 PM   #145
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That's good.

She shouldn't tell you off, that's strange. Worrying is natural and people do it because they care but it's not something that anyone is made to do. And shouldn't be used as a guilt trip (don't know if that's what she was doing though). Try not to feel awful about it. You've done the right thing by getting yourself checked out (not for her sake but for yours) so hopefully that will lessen her worry now.

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Old 24-07-2018, 12:46 PM   #146
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Well done for going to A&E, I'm so glad you went. Take care of yourself especially today and don't pile on the guilt.

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Old 24-07-2018, 10:20 PM   #147
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I feel horrible. All I do is make people upset.

Where do I go from here?



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Old 25-07-2018, 11:19 AM   #148
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I don't have much in terms of advice but I wanted to tell you I'm reading and I care about you. People worry because they care. That doesn't make you bad, it means you are loved. I know it doesn't feel like it though.

I'm sorry you're not getting the help you desperately need.
I wish I could do something of worth to help make things feel easier for you. What I can do is read, tell you we care and hopefully remind you that you're not alone xx

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Old 25-07-2018, 01:20 PM   #149
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Luna is very wise!

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Old 25-07-2018, 02:48 PM   #150
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Agreed! Very well said, Luna.

Hope you're getting through today alright, Lillie.

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Old 25-07-2018, 03:11 PM   #151
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I also agree. I'm sorry I can't be of much use but I do genuinely wish you well and hope that something changes for the better soon.





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Old 29-07-2018, 03:05 PM   #152
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I'm feeling very bad and urgey guys. Very scared about monday morning at work and I need to cut just to breathe. I need to.

Trying to distract. Have no one to see in person. No one to talk to about anything good or bad in person. Mums away so can't phone her, dads busy along with brother and I only called gran 2 days ago.

I need to cut away how fat I am. Cut away the feelings.



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Old 29-07-2018, 03:10 PM   #153
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Hugs. I know that feeling, that you need to SH, but you can fight that feeling. You deserve to feel good, and to feel good about yourself. I think it would be fine if you wanted to phone your gran.

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Old 29-07-2018, 06:25 PM   #154
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Does it usually help to talk to your gran? I think it would be a good idea to phone her, to hear her voice and have a chat. Putting things into spoken words with another human can be a good release.





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Old 30-07-2018, 06:42 PM   #155
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I ended up going to bed and shutting the world out. Not the best answer but I didnt harm.

Tonight I feel vulnerable. My body is scaring me. But I don't have a pain appointment until the end of august.

I want to cut because I don't know anything else. I aren't anything else but self harm and mental health issues. That's all people see. Scars.

I'm sad. Very sad.

This should probably be a rant. Sorry. Just want some kindness.



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Old 30-07-2018, 06:50 PM   #156
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I'm sorry you're feeling sad and vulnerable. Well done for not harming last night, I really hope you can use that strength again tonight even if it means going to bed early again. Have you tried any of the pain management things that you discussed at your first appointment? You are way more than self harm and mental health issues, but I can relate to feeling that way. Try to find something to do that shows more of who you are, be kind to yourself and do an activity that gives you even a tiny bit of a good feeling rather than hurting yourself.





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Old 30-07-2018, 06:59 PM   #157
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Well done for staying safe. Any plans for this evening?

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I love you <3

And I think you are a lot more than your mental health.

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Old 01-08-2018, 08:52 AM   #159
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Thinking of you lovely and considering everything you have to cope with doing incredibly well.



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