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08-04-2012, 01:16 AM
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Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: scotland
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ahhhhhhh
i feel so ****ing dirty
i have ignored the feeling for a while now
until i got told i was only good for sex
sex
sex
sex
sex
nothing more jsut sex thats what am good at.
no love or cuddles or anything
just sex.
no matter how much scrubbing of my body i do i still cant get the
image out my head!
whys it all coming back up now am not sure.
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I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying.
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08-04-2012, 09:00 AM
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jo
Join Date: Nov 2010
Location: east sussex
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your not dirty sweetie nor are you only good for sex, no way thats not true. i know thats how you feel right now but its not true sweetie. i understand feeling like this i really do i feel exactly the same and no amount of scrubbing takes the feelings away, but youve got to believe me sweetie your not dirty.
here if you ever want to talk
jo x
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08-04-2012, 09:49 AM
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Kia!
Join Date: Jul 2010
Location: England
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I'm sorry you're struggling at the moment...
I have to agree with the above post, i don't believe for a second that you are dirty or only good for that as much as it might feel like you are right now. Is anybody around you aware of how you are feeling right now? Or do you have any professional support?
Please try to be kind to yourself, you are worth it! Could you maybe write a list of all the good things you've done, or good things about yourself to help change you view?
It also sounds like the person that told you you're only good for that, is unhelpful and not helping! I don't know the circumstances, but is there any chance you could distance yourself from this person?
I hope you begin to feel a little better soon...
It can get better, chin up <3
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And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears... ♥
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09-04-2012, 05:09 PM
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Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: scotland
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i told my friend that all the feelings and thoughts were coming back but she isnt sure what to say and i dont blame her not alot of people do and if it was the other way round i know id be the same:(
the guy that said it wasnt meant to be hurt me i dont think. he doesnt know what i have gone through and he was just joking about but it hurts so much because it just takes me back to that night! :(
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I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying.
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09-04-2012, 05:23 PM
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Kia!
Join Date: Jul 2010
Location: England
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Hmm, i can understand her not being sure what to say or do... Is there anybody else you can speak to?
What he said isn't really something to joke about, and i think would probably be found hurtful by a number of people not just those who have had horrible experiences... Could you possibly explain to him that it actually upset you, and you'd rather he didn't make any similar remarks in the future? You wouldn't have to explain why you found it so hurtful, and intentional or not it might be good for him to understand it can be very offensive.
Could you try and do something as a distraction? Such as painting you nails, or going out to see a friend, or having them round? Being kind to yourself is important too. <3
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And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears... ♥
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