I always felt numb on medication which is why I no longer take it. I think sadly, it is normal to feel numb on psychiatric medication.
Were you exaggerating about having taken 100 types of medication?
Cos, I've taken a lot in my time but that's
immense.
One other thing, you don't have depression AND bipolar. Depression is a part of your bipolar disorder. Bipolar disorder comprises of both depression and mania. It's all inclusive