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09-01-2009, 11:37 PM
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Seņorita DiCesare
Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: New York
I am currently:
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Triggering (SI/ED) - *TRIGGER* i'm f^ck^ng up royally....
idk what to do anymore. I overdosed the other night, and my friend made me make myself throw up.
EVer since then i've been wanting to si so much more... and i did last night. after a month of being free....
and also, since that night.... i haven't been able to eat anythign without thinking of throwign it up. I've made myself vomit after every meal since x...
I'm starving but i can't stand the thought of food being in my stomach.... i'v gaining wait rapidly from my medications for birthcontrol and everybody else is just saying i'm not... but I feel like i am and i don't want to get fatter.....
i don't know what i should do.
Last edited by Puppet Strings : 09-01-2009 at 11:54 PM.
Reason: Removed amount of time you've been purging for - translates as a number. Please see ED trial rules, x
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Isn't it amazing, How you always think you have nothing left to live for,
but when
you meet that one, true, love;
everything turns around?
My RYL family -
Bethaneeny
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10-01-2009, 04:35 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: UK
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As others have said, a slip up is part of recovery, it doesn't mean that you've failed - you've shown you can go for a month already!
Is it the pill you're on for your birth control? I'm not a FAA so I'm only guessing here but if you're purging and taking oral medication, I'm guessing you're risking losing the medication when you throw up so you might want to consider that.
Sweety, it's also really really important you get your OD checked out, as Miss Pixie said any OD can be dangerous. I hope you're okay xxx
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'At least I galloped - when did you?'
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19-01-2009, 05:09 AM
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Seņorita DiCesare
Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: New York
I am currently:
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i would go get it checked out but my mom has to be in the room with me and if she knew i was od-ing, she'd send me away
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Isn't it amazing, How you always think you have nothing left to live for,
but when
you meet that one, true, love;
everything turns around?
My RYL family -
Bethaneeny
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