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Old 04-01-2019, 02:22 PM   #1
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Hi, my name is Hannah Christian, I am currently on this website, because I am trying to quit cutting. I started cutting when I was 13 and i have been in many hospitals, and placements to help me, but it never seemed to help! I have gone a whole year without cutting before I relapsed again, then I went four months and I relapsed again, I am 5 days clean right now, but sometimes I wonder if when i didn't cut I did it for the wrong reasons. I always promise people I will stop, but I always become their disappointment, and I hate, hating myself, I want to love myself, and I want to do this for me and no one else. I want to make my life as enjoyable as possible, because like is short. I just feel like my life is wasting away, and I feel like no one understands me. Please help me understand what I can't! I am at a group home in Huntington, WV, and they don't understand how to take in my feelings, I want to scream, but I stay quiet, I want to cry, but my eyes stay dry.How do I get people to understand, when I can't understand myself! I was raped by my biological dad while my mom videoed me, and sold for drugs by my biological parents. I was put into foster care at age 5 and i got adopted at age 7, it took 27 different homes. I was so grateful when they adopted me, but now i just feel like I've let so many people down. Please just give me some Ideas that you think can help, I need all I can get!

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Old 04-01-2019, 02:37 PM   #2
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Hi Hannah, welcome to RYL. I hope you find it helpful here. I'm sorry things are so difficult for you. Please post in the support forums if you think that would be useful. Take care.

I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

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Old 04-01-2019, 05:00 PM   #3
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Welcome :)

'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'

[''There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']

'I wish I was the monster you think I am.'

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Old 04-01-2019, 06:21 PM   #4
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