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Old 01-01-2020, 04:14 PM   #321
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My sister is really struggling again. Mum called an ambulance on the advice of the police because she was going to kill herself. They didn't help, she's got to wait for her new meds to kick in. In the meantime there's nothing they can do.



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Old 01-01-2020, 04:38 PM   #322
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I'm sorry to hear of your sisters struggling tamo, how are you feeling?







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Old 01-01-2020, 04:50 PM   #323
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Pretty rubbish. I don't know how to help her. But it does mean SI isn't an option for me right now.



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Old 01-01-2020, 04:54 PM   #324
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That sounds so stressful for you all, I can understand why turning to self harm might seem like an option but you've been doing so well and it would be a shame to spoil that. Is anyone supporting you at the moment? You deserve to be cared for and looked after too.





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Old 01-01-2020, 05:22 PM   #325
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My parents are very supportive but I don't want to take focus when my sister needs it so much more. My CPN said he would phone me Thursday or Friday.



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Old 01-01-2020, 05:33 PM   #326
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What about right now, what do you need?





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Old 01-01-2020, 05:47 PM   #327
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I could do with a hug...

N has legged it but Mum has gone out after her and called the police.

Please, God, let her stay safe.



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Old 01-01-2020, 06:01 PM   #328
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Update
N is very stressed out but safely home. Don't know how long for. My mum gave me a hug.

2nd update! Police are now here, having a chat with N. It's good they're checking up on her but she really hates police, she's had some bad experiences with them.


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Old 01-01-2020, 07:07 PM   #329
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I'm sorry you are all having a difficult night. Have things settled at all yet?





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Old 01-01-2020, 07:47 PM   #330
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Things are a bit better, Mum, N and I are watching TV together. Tomorrow morning she wants to get a coffee with Dad while I'm at Mass, sometimes she finds getting out the house can be helpful.



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Old 02-01-2020, 01:54 PM   #331
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How are you all today? I hope things are better for you.





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Old 02-01-2020, 03:45 PM   #332
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Things are calmer today, so far no police or ambulances. But I'm exhausted, I don't know why. When I was in Mass I was thinking of sneakily buying tablets to OD on, but I decided not to.



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Old 02-01-2020, 06:54 PM   #333
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I'm glad that things are calmer and that you are continuing to fight the thoughts of overdosing. Can you take some rest and be kind to yourself?





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Old 03-01-2020, 07:44 AM   #334
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It makes perfect sense to be exhausted! It is absolutely draining when theings are hectic, and worrying about people is emotionally exhausting too, in a way that often only really kicks in afterwards. That goes doubly when you've been fighting your own battles too.

I'm glad you didn't buy the tablets. You're doing brilliantly to stick to your decision with everything that's been going on.





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Old 05-01-2020, 05:17 PM   #335
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I've told Mum I'm struggling to stay safe and she is being supportive. I feel guilty, like I shouldn't have said anything and just done my plan.



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Old 05-01-2020, 05:19 PM   #336
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Really proud of you for talking to your mum. I can relate to feeling guilty for reaching out but you've done the right thing.

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Old 05-01-2020, 06:00 PM   #337
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I can understand your guilty feelings but you have definitely done the right thing. People need you safe and well, you are cared for. Let your Mum support you, you deserve it even if you don't feel like it.





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Old 06-01-2020, 09:34 AM   #338
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I've given L my money to look after until this passes. Hopefully I can go to church without the distraction of wanting to buy pills.



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Old 06-01-2020, 11:40 AM   #339
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I saw a photo of myself and I look overweight but my family saw it and said I look thin. How can we see such different things?



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Old 06-01-2020, 02:17 PM   #340
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You are doing great with finding ways to keep yourself safe, well done. I know it can be hard. I think personally we can be really harsh with ourselves and if you have eating issues you're going to be particularly harsh about your body. You've said before that you're not actually overweight though, right? I'm sorry you don't feel comfortable with how you look.





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