I know They are watching me, monitoring my every move...
And I can't get the Voices to stop. They are so loud and constant. I can't think straight. It's been about a week of this plus the lead up and I don't know how the hell to get it to stop.
I've barely been eating and I feel so weak mentally and physically.
... I don't know what to do.
Sorry for posting.
Rara
Last edited by rara avis : 14-03-2012 at 12:45 PM.
Reason: Update
I see my psychiatrist every two weeks. I told him a little bit last week and he said to keep an eye on it, he was worried I was 'relapsing'. I see him again next Friday. I just don't know how to manage.
I'm only leaving the house when I absolutely have to for uni and appointments. The rest of the time I stay in my room hiding from the Spybots. Sometimes I listen to my music really loud to try and drown out the Voices, when I remember to...
I called today and he has no appointments before.
I've barely slept, I stayed up because of the Spybots at my window and he voices won't SHUT UP. I'm a bit afraid.
I think that you should go to the emergency room. I'm really sorry to hear you're going through this.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Thanks Oly.
I really don't want to go into hospital. I want to avoid it if at all possible.
Today I managed to go to class but wasn't able to take much in, i was followed all the way there and I just can't get the voices to stop.
Hi Rara
I really think you should see your doc or go to hospital as you sound really distressed.
I came into hospital nearly two weeks ago with similar symptoms as you. I feel safer from the voices.
I really hope you can reach out for help.
Hugs
Chas
Xxx
Thanks Chas,
I hope that being in hospital helps.
I'll call my psychiatrist again tomorrow and see if there have been any cancellations. I am hiding out in my room... But I don't feel safe.
Hi Rara. I hope calling your psychiatrist has/will help. Do update us.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Thanks Oly, I called and asked to be notified if there were any cancellations but I think it will still be Friday given that it's Thursday now.
Thanks Lavalamp.
I've got three assignments due in the next week so today is a study day, I've just got to get the voices to stop so I can concentrate and do the work...
Thanks Oly, I called and asked to be notified if there were any cancellations but I think it will still be Friday given that it's Thursday now.
Thanks Lavalamp.
I've got three assignments due in the next week so today is a study day, I've just got to get the voices to stop so I can concentrate and do the work...
I am sorry to hear that there don't seem to be cancellations. I think you should get extenuating circumstances for your assignments.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Oly, it's not too bad, I'm seeing him today, Friday is finally here. We'll see what he says.
I managed to complete one of my assignments yesterday plus get quite a bit done on the other two. I had my headphones in while I studied which helped. I hope I can manage to do some more today as one of them is due tonight.
I'm doing an animal sciences course and one of the subjects requires you to provide enrichment to an animal so today I'm getting rats for that string of assignments. I'm excited about it but it means I have to leave the house which is bringing up more fear.
We'll see...