I just want a friend.
There are people all around me, but I feel as if I have no one I can truly talk to. I feel so alone and have so much I need to get off my chest.
I just want someone I can talk to.. Whether I'm at a low point, or happy even.
For the last 5 years, things haven't been great. I'm now 20 years old and have gone nowhere with my life and I have no initiative, or even the energy to do anything I want that might make things better.
And, I feel like I'm a burden to everyone around me because of it.
I can't drive and I have to rely on others to get me to and from work/etc. and, my boyfriend specifically is alway getting upset with me, telling me that I need to learn to drive.
I've tried so many times to explain my crippling fear of driving, but no one will listen or believe me or take me serious.
I just wish this would all go away.