Hi Sail, I’m sorry to hear that things are so difficult for you right now. If you do not feel safe please reach out for help. Do you have the details of your local crisis team? If you would rather talk to somebody anonymously, you can contact the Samaritans at any time of the day or night on 116 123, or email
jo@samaritans.org. In an emergency, you can phone 999 or attend your nearest A&E department. Stay safe x