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Old 18-05-2020, 12:37 PM   #161
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I'm sorry you're feeling bad and not looking forward to your birthday. Is there anything special you would like for your day? Why do you feel so alone?





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

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Old 24-05-2020, 09:52 PM   #162
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I would like a laptop or a iPod touch so I can go on the internet but I don’t know if my mom is going to allow me to get it..........

I don’t have any real people supporting me........all of the people But on RYL are fake And only support me cause they have to be not because they want to be.......

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Old 25-05-2020, 11:38 AM   #163
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I think it's the opposite of that completely. No one here HAS to support you or anyone else, they can come for their own support or distraction. There is no rule that you must support everyone. I don't think anyone would want to use a site that was so strict. I do think that people reply because they want to, I know personally I want to support people as much as I can. I know we are only an online presence but we're not fake. We relate to each other and don't want other people to go through the same pain.

It is difficult not having people in your immediate life who support you, and I'm sorry you're feeling so alone and lacking in support. Is there no one at all who you feel you can confide in even a little?

Is there a way to make your birthday less traumatic for you? Maybe you could make a list of the things you enjoy and try to do as much of them as you can.

I hope you will find a way through this that suits you.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 27-05-2020, 06:28 PM   #164
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We might not be offline, but we are in fact all real. And we are here, wanting to support you and to listen and to help (even though we don't 'have' to). You are not alone.



And a promise you if you give things a chance that things will change offline too - especially if you learn to use us initially while you find your feet and meet 'real' friends you can trust. All that stuff WILL happen, don't think that it won't.

Take care of yourself and tell us why you're not looking forward to your birthday, and I'd still like to find out more about this good story idea you had in the making?



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Old 29-05-2020, 01:54 PM   #165
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Just curious but if you think people are fake then why do you reply? Surely if you thought people were fake then you wouldn't care what they say and stop replying/logging in. I think that deep down you know it's not true and that you do care what people are saying.



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Old 29-05-2020, 02:07 PM   #166
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I think 'all of the people But on RYL' was meant be be 'all of the people except on RYL' ?



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Old 29-05-2020, 02:20 PM   #167
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Ah that makes more sense thanks Harley!



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Old 31-05-2020, 05:27 PM   #168
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I think 'all of the people But on RYL' was meant be be 'all of the people except on RYL' ?
You’re 100% right!!! Im sorry for the confusion!!! :(

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Old 31-05-2020, 05:56 PM   #169
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Sorry, it was my misinterpretation. How are you getting on?





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

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Old 06-06-2020, 05:11 PM   #170
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Im useing a person’s phone and before the Covid happened i was going to the library.......

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Old 25-06-2020, 07:15 PM   #171
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My birthday past and im sort of feeling hopeful a little bit..ive been writing more....... but ive had trouble getting into college and in a couple of months its going to be August... the start of school..........

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Old 04-07-2020, 09:57 PM   #172
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The hope is gone! I don’t know why I was thinking that there was any good in this world!!! I really need to get help to die!!! Really i do!!! I cant take real life anymore!!! RYL is the only place where I can be me and not have to deal with my cousins!!!!

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Old 05-07-2020, 10:36 PM   #173
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im thinking of moving to other state so i wont have to deal with my counsions anymore but the state im thinking about moving to (Virginia) i dont know alot about (ive only been to kentucky to vist and thats only been a little bit and texas the state i am currently living in now) and i talked to one of the staff at my group home and she said that she doesnt think im ready to move out of the group home but im trying to get a fresh start away from my family.........

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Old 12-07-2020, 07:42 PM   #174
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I learned more about the State Of Virginia and I don’t want to move to the State so i am stuck in Houston....... i feel like the only way to deal with this life is die......

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Old 18-07-2020, 12:29 AM   #175
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I really don’t know if y’all are mad at me but I’m sorry....... I didn’t mean that you on RYL were fake I meant that people in real life was fake I really really really sorry!!!!!!

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Old 08-08-2020, 09:38 PM   #176
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Im feeling very stressed out and I’m about fed up with my life and I don’t have anyone to that I can talk to....... I hope you all are doing okay though.......

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Old 25-08-2020, 10:46 PM   #177
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Im getting a laptop!!!!!!! Im so happy!!!!!!!

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Old 03-09-2020, 09:01 PM   #178
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I Got My Laptop!!!!!!!!!!! Yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!

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Old 05-09-2020, 03:58 PM   #179
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real happiness is only moment that is fleeting away like leaves in the wind......... as soon as it comes it also goes away just as fast.....it feels like im a iceberg so often hideing so munch pain, sadness, depression just everything that is so messed up about me under the water and show only the fake happy smiles laughter and the im fine shit on the surface!!!! .. fuck it all!!!!!!! im just going self harm!!!


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Old 16-09-2020, 03:27 PM   #180
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Hey, how are you getting on now?



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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