Being “Threatened” by my parents
So I lost a blade in my sheets. It fell it when my mom took them out of the dryer . She said that the cleaner could of gotten hurt, I could of gone blind. I was told that if any more blades were ever found in my room I would be punished. I said I had none left. I lied.
My Dad told me to stop cutting. When I said he can’t make me. He threatened to to send me to a psych ward, ON MY ****ING BIRTHDAY AND THE WEEK BEFORE CHRISTMAS(I turned 14 yesterday. I got a Wacom Tablet for clicking circles (osu!)). They always talk about how I don’t respect the family.
The sad thing is, the only healthy coping mechanism (loom at my previous posts for more info on that) that I have that works well enough is prohibited by my parents. That is the root of why I started cutting. I am scared, I am really, really scared. I don’t want to go to a psych ward. I have heard so many stories of bad experiences there.
My therapist had me take a test. I will be given the results next time I see her.
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