I'm watching Skins tonight, already on generation twoe
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
I fell asleep on the sofa in the evening, woke about 2am, then read in bed for a few hours so think I finally went to sleep at 4:30am... and then was awake 3 hours later when my dad rang me. =/
I just totally forget!
And then sometimes the pharmacy have them ready within a couple of days, sometimes they take ages so I just never know!
I haven't had the text telling me to pick them up but I'm going to go in and check anyway
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Grr, that's rubbish when they're inconsistent. Hopefully they just haven't texted you but that sounds like a good system when it works though. I don't get a text so normally just leave it an extra day to make sure, unless I'm going to run out but at least I can see when the GP has processed it now so can use that to work out when it might be ready!
I've been a busy bee - been to the GP to sort out my free prescription stuff which they didn't send off a month ago, actually had a very nice and helpful receptionist. Went to the shop to buy supplies for the weekend, went to a different shop to buy my dad some special birthday beers and then even dropped off a parcel in one of those new royal mail drop off boxes.
I know, I nearly gave up and came home before doing it all though but the nice receptionist lady put me in a good "I can do it" sort of mood.
Washing my bedding now and sort of working intermittently on the kitchen but I'm not pushing myself too hard for the rest of the day now. I've still got tomorrow to clean the rest of the house.