Live Help


Forum Jump
Post New Thread  Reply
Old 08-07-2011, 11:54 PM   #941
Gone.
 
Join Date: May 2009

Quote:
Originally Posted by Marci5 View Post
Beautiful. Beautiful you..maybe me. I feel your pain and embrace my own..making me cry sometimes at night...I have many thoughts that linger and sometimes torment me when I should be resting.
So I 'wake' in the morning with the same memories that I left at daybreak.

Coffee wakes my mind for the powers that demand.


I play the game and do it well....keeping my pain where it can sleep when I cannot.

I am a living lie.

Working, loving, creating...but denying what lies underneath.

Until.

Until it resurfaces. There it is. It cannot be ignored or supressed ~ ir demands attention so it can groan and cry and grip your soul like it has wanted all along.
There it is.

I find music to dampen the sounds, or I succumb to it and bleed.


Music brings no shame ~ and it plays on and on without judging.
I don't think I could have summised your story, Katy, more concisely/simplistically myself...



Left.


Gone. is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 10-07-2011, 01:14 AM   #942
risenfromperdition
you are loved and beautiful :)
 
risenfromperdition's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2004
Location: hogwarts ^.^

<3 love it katy *snuggle*



“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”

risenfromperdition is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 10-07-2011, 01:57 PM   #943
Zedebee
It's okay not to be okay
 
Zedebee's Avatar
 
Join Date: May 2006
Location: Central Perk
I am currently:

Lol Belle =p

Lovely instalment there =)




The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..


Zedebee is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 16-07-2011, 01:17 AM   #944
Left Phalange
Phillip, look at me, I'm a stamp!
 
Left Phalange's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2007
Location: Portsmouth, UK
I am currently:

Wtf is this doing on the second page? *Bump*





I'm gonna tap him like a maple tree. I'm gonna search him for some syrups. I'm gonna be having sex with him.


Left Phalange is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 20-07-2011, 05:38 PM   #945
Buttons.
Never knowing...a helping hand or hell to pay?
 
Buttons.'s Avatar
 
Join Date: Dec 2005
Location: UK
I am currently:

^Love you



'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'

['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']

'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter


Buttons. is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 22-07-2011, 01:31 AM   #946
Left Phalange
Phillip, look at me, I'm a stamp!
 
Left Phalange's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2007
Location: Portsmouth, UK
I am currently:

Hope everything's okay love and you get writing as soon as you feel ready to :) <3





I'm gonna tap him like a maple tree. I'm gonna search him for some syrups. I'm gonna be having sex with him.


Left Phalange is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 22-07-2011, 03:31 AM   #947
Bellatrix
Voldemort's Bitch
 
Bellatrix's Avatar
 
Join Date: Nov 2008
Location: London

*sets up camp*

Marshmallows anyone?

I demand you write more lest I poke you with my marshmallow stick.

*prod*




Imperfection is underrated.



Bellatrix is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 22-07-2011, 04:01 AM   #948
risenfromperdition
you are loved and beautiful :)
 
risenfromperdition's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2004
Location: hogwarts ^.^

marshamellows =D
nummy



“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”

risenfromperdition is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 22-07-2011, 04:04 AM   #949
crazykat
Fight for another day
 
crazykat's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2006
Location: Australia

Love this :)



"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."


crazykat is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 23-07-2011, 05:45 PM   #950
Laura2.0
 
Laura2.0's Avatar
 
Join Date: May 2010
Location: Germany

more please?



You survived the abuse.
You're gonna survive the recovery.

- Olivia Benson

Laura, Ginger, Cassi, Luna, Joni, Lena


Laura2.0 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 25-07-2011, 11:41 AM   #951
Buttons.
Never knowing...a helping hand or hell to pay?
 
Buttons.'s Avatar
 
Join Date: Dec 2005
Location: UK
I am currently:

I'll try and write some more today but I'm having a very up and down time right now.



'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'

['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']

'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter


Buttons. is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 25-07-2011, 11:51 AM   #952
Buttons.
Never knowing...a helping hand or hell to pay?
 
Buttons.'s Avatar
 
Join Date: Dec 2005
Location: UK
I am currently:
Life goes on.

Life went on in this fashion day after day, week after week. I attended the pupil referral unit, sort solace within the walls of the centre. I slipped up, picked myself up and tried again. I was betrayed in love and found hope and care in the arms of another, and gradually we began to build something wonderful, tentative and new, hand in hand, the caramel and the cream melding together.

Despite the positives in my life at this time however, the shadow of abuse, victim hood and family betrayal lingered over every aspect of my life so that at times a pain would catch in my throat, bubbling up and bursting forth, making it hard to breathe. My wounded heart beat hard for my family but was too full of wounded pride to concede the differences, forgive and make amends.

The biggest victim in this was my grandmother, who having lost her husband, found, having refused to state that she believed me, that she had also lost her only granddaughter. I gutted my room of any memory of her, and other family members who had refused to stand by me, filled the gaps with other things, memories of friends and pictures and presents. Despite my efforts, I could still see the voids where my family should have been. Gutting a room does not get rid of the ghosts, no matter how hard you try.



'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'

['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']

'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter


Buttons. is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 25-07-2011, 12:55 PM   #953
Zedebee
It's okay not to be okay
 
Zedebee's Avatar
 
Join Date: May 2006
Location: Central Perk
I am currently:

Love it, beautifully written and I do love the cream....




The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..


Zedebee is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 25-07-2011, 01:03 PM   #954
Buttons.
Never knowing...a helping hand or hell to pay?
 
Buttons.'s Avatar
 
Join Date: Dec 2005
Location: UK
I am currently:

^ I read that in Such a dirty minded way.



'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'

['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']

'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter


Buttons. is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 25-07-2011, 03:40 PM   #955
Zedebee
It's okay not to be okay
 
Zedebee's Avatar
 
Join Date: May 2006
Location: Central Perk
I am currently:

*headdesk*




The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..


Zedebee is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 25-07-2011, 04:13 PM   #956
Left Phalange
Phillip, look at me, I'm a stamp!
 
Left Phalange's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2007
Location: Portsmouth, UK
I am currently:

Who DOESN'T love Katy's cream? ;)





I'm gonna tap him like a maple tree. I'm gonna search him for some syrups. I'm gonna be having sex with him.


Left Phalange is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 25-07-2011, 05:06 PM   #957
Zedebee
It's okay not to be okay
 
Zedebee's Avatar
 
Join Date: May 2006
Location: Central Perk
I am currently:





The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..


Zedebee is offline   Reply With Quote
Reply


Currently Active Members Viewing This Thread: 1 (0 members and 1 guests)
 
Thread Tools Search this Thread
Search this Thread:

Advanced Search

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

vB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Censor is ON
Forum Jump


All times are GMT +1. The time now is 09:26 AM.

Back to top