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Old 31-05-2009, 08:51 AM   #41
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I'm a bit useless for advice atm, just wanted to let you know I'm here anytime you need someone to talk/vent to and I'll do my best to help if I can, and that I really do believe in your strength and determination, love you xxx

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Old 31-05-2009, 09:32 AM   #42
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thanks melachnolia :)
thanks for talking to me before, it helps me to share :)
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Old 31-05-2009, 09:49 AM   #43
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*hugs*

I really wish I knew what to say hun:( (sorry not doing too well myself)

but please remember that you are such a strong person and with everything you have already overcome... you are an amazing and inspirational person!

I am always here for you, to help in anyway, whether that is what we did on fri or what ever.

Love you heaps hunni.



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Old 31-05-2009, 09:54 AM   #44
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thanks lozza =]

I wish i felt like i could share here on RYL what's going on, but i am scared for my privacy. I dont really have any reason to be - it's just a sensitive topic and my paranoia.



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Old 31-05-2009, 10:09 AM   #45
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is ok sweetie, I understand.

I am here for you always ok, both here and in real life. Hang in there sweetie

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sometimes being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall
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mj is my bright, flickering candle light ~ always helping me through to another day:)
r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10


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Old 31-05-2009, 10:24 AM   #46
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i'm struggling right now not to SH =S



Melancholia is my mummy
Black Rose is my cupboard hiding in buddie
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Aimee in Wonderland is my best-ever-man-girl-lover
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Old 31-05-2009, 10:29 AM   #47
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is your mum home hun? maybe you could spend some time with her?

sorry your struggling so much right now, but please hang in there. You CAN get through this!!!



sometimes being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall
~˙·٠Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ٠·˙~

mj is my bright, flickering candle light ~ always helping me through to another day:)
r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10


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Old 31-05-2009, 11:04 AM   #48
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Honey if you feel like you cant share it here on the forum, how about texting us/someone or even pming it to us/someone? When do you see your counsellor next? I know you can get through this as you have before and we are all here to help you fight the feelings of self harming.

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Old 01-06-2009, 07:57 AM   #49
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The urge has gone away a bit since yesterday but i still feel like SIing. It's just less immediate and more chance of me stopping it i think tonight. So yes, it has worn off a bit, but is still not gone completely.



Melancholia is my mummy
Black Rose is my cupboard hiding in buddie
All I'm Living For owns me...i'm her pet frog
Aimee in Wonderland is my best-ever-man-girl-lover
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Old 01-06-2009, 07:58 AM   #50
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*hugs* keep hanging in there hun. one day at a time. you can do it!!



sometimes being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall
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mj is my bright, flickering candle light ~ always helping me through to another day:)
r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10


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Old 03-06-2009, 11:42 AM   #51
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I feel AAAAWWWFUUULLLL tonight!
Anxious to the max. Exam tomorrow. Alone. Socially awkward. Disliked. Annoying. I know the people here don't dislike me, but in real life...
Wanting to harm myself all the time, then when i get the chance i can't, and i think that there's something wrong with me and that i need to harm myself and i try and make myself do it! HELP!



Melancholia is my mummy
Black Rose is my cupboard hiding in buddie
All I'm Living For owns me...i'm her pet frog
Aimee in Wonderland is my best-ever-man-girl-lover
Lozza is my lovely care bear
A plumeria tree


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Old 03-06-2009, 11:50 AM   #52
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*cuddles* I'm sorry that you're having such a rough night, I wish that I could say something to fix it for you.
You are not any of those bad things sweet I promise, you are kind, intelligent beautiful on the inside and out and I sure as hell dont hate you and dont know anyone who would. You really are a great person.
Is there any way that you could postpone/reschedule the exam? Do you think that that might help you with your stress levels? (dont know if its possible sorry if its a silly idea).
There is nothing wrong with you wanting to SI, maybe its because you want that release or to be looked after? Can you try and look for healthier ways instead? Keep talking to me/us and I'll do my best to help xxx

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Old 03-06-2009, 12:07 PM   #53
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Hi melancholia,
thanks. I know rationally that people do dislike me, but also that those people who have stayed around and pesisted for long enough DO like me. I think i'm worth knowing, i just wish people would give me the chance and see that i'm worth knowing.
I can't postpone the exam, and i don't want to. I am ready to do it and just need to do it. I will be better after that.
Also, i am seeing someone on Friday that i am looking forward to seeing and that will be positive and relaxing.



Melancholia is my mummy
Black Rose is my cupboard hiding in buddie
All I'm Living For owns me...i'm her pet frog
Aimee in Wonderland is my best-ever-man-girl-lover
Lozza is my lovely care bear
A plumeria tree


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Old 03-06-2009, 12:13 PM   #54
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I hope that the exam goes well then and that its not too stressful, and that you have a good time on Friday. And you're right, you are worth knowing, if people wont give you that chance its likely that theyre not worth it xx

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Old 04-06-2009, 09:29 AM   #55
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And you're right, you are worth knowing, if people wont give you that chance its likely that theyre not worth it xx
sorry but just had to second this one!!!



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Old 04-06-2009, 09:59 AM   #56
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I know, but it's hard to tell yourself that all the time =[
When I get the chance to harm myself i realise it's not a good idea and i don't want to, and i should be happy about that, but it feels like a waste to spend all of my day thinking about it and then not being able to do it. I know that sounds a bit strange...



Melancholia is my mummy
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Old 04-06-2009, 10:03 AM   #57
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that doesnt sound strange at all hun... thats exactly how it is for me and how it feels:(

sorry you are doing so badly. *hugs*



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mj is my bright, flickering candle light ~ always helping me through to another day:)
r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10


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Old 04-06-2009, 10:07 AM   #58
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really? wow i didn't know anyone else would feel like that. I almost feel guilty for feeling stupid that i can't harm myself. I go to all the trouble to get myself in a place where i can and then i can't do it!



Melancholia is my mummy
Black Rose is my cupboard hiding in buddie
All I'm Living For owns me...i'm her pet frog
Aimee in Wonderland is my best-ever-man-girl-lover
Lozza is my lovely care bear
A plumeria tree


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Old 04-06-2009, 11:10 AM   #59
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yep, really!!! It sucks, and it is bloody frustrating. But you are not alone, that is for sure!!!



sometimes being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall
~˙·٠Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ٠·˙~

mj is my bright, flickering candle light ~ always helping me through to another day:)
r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10


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Old 10-06-2009, 10:44 AM   #60
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I am having a difficult night. PMS again (long story), exams, and fight with a long time friend because i am trying to stand up for what i believe and protect myself instead of laying down for people like usual. *sigh*
I want to have friends who are not exactly the same as me, but it is difficult when beliefes and morals colide. I don't want to be seen as a bad person, because i believe i am not, and i do care so much for everyone, people just get the wrong idea sometimes.



Melancholia is my mummy
Black Rose is my cupboard hiding in buddie
All I'm Living For owns me...i'm her pet frog
Aimee in Wonderland is my best-ever-man-girl-lover
Lozza is my lovely care bear
A plumeria tree


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