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Old 25-08-2008, 09:56 PM   #1
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Triggering (Suicide) - </3

I'm sorry for posting, that's all i ever seem to do..../

I'm fucking useless. I want to kill myself.
This is it. I can't do this. I can't cope in myself.
but i posted because i... i know this isn't the way i should deal with this.
but i don't know what else to do
i want to punish myself
I'm not ill
i never have been & i hate that
i fucking hate every pigment of my skin
i want everything to stop, i want time to stop, i don't want to grow up, i can't move on, i want to stop.







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Old 25-08-2008, 10:02 PM   #2
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honey you are ill, you're really bad, we all believe you and think you're worth fighting for. You can post as much as you like, that's what this is here for.
Growing up has been kind to me, on the whole. I got in a mess when I was 17 and now I'm nearly 26 and I can see how far I've come in all that time, it really is incredible. You learn better ways of coping, you learn how to talk about what you've been through, and you learn that some of the way you used to think wasn't helpful and move on. Honestly, it's nothing to be scared of, I know it seems that way, I was exactly the same, but it's quite nice being older and wiser.
Can you call someone or keep posting or something so we know you are safe?
Massive hugs babe, you're a good one xxxxxxxxxxxxx



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Old 25-08-2008, 10:12 PM   #3
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*Hugs* Im sorry to hear you feel this way. People care about you and if anything happened to you it would upset alot of people. Please dont end your life. Keep fighting this through. Can you talk to us in more detail about what it is thats making you want to die? Do you have any prffesional support? Is there anyone close to you that you could talk to about how your feeling? Does anyone else know that you feel this way?

How long have you been feeling this way? Sorry for all of the questions i just want to have a better understanding of whats going on for you. You can get through this though. Why is is that you want to punish yourself? We will be here for you as much as possible. Im so sorry that things are so bad foer you right now. Things wont be like this forever things will get bettter. Please keep talking to us.

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Old 25-08-2008, 10:54 PM   #4
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I'm useless.
All of this for nothing.
I'm never ill. I have never been & all this has been for nothing.
Everyone is better than me. I have nothing. Nothing to fight for.
I want everyone to hate me, so I can just slip away.
I want to hear the men shoveling mud onto my coffin.
I want to die. I can't fight anymore.







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Old 25-08-2008, 11:23 PM   #5
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Baby twiny
I know its so hard..and it must be even worse for you at the moment because your psych is awy, but listen hunnie you are Ill, I know you dont believe that but one day you will.
Please dont kill yourself I love you so much I breathe for you and I seriously dont know what I would do without you.There are so many people that care for you Helen, your family, Hannah, me, RYL, your psych, your friends, your pets. It wouldnt be the same without you.
I know how you must feel, to be suicidal, but please try and hold off for me?
Is there anyone you can contact, like did your psych give you any contacts to call? or you could try the samaritans again or childline.
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Old 26-08-2008, 12:18 AM   #6
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Old 26-08-2008, 01:40 PM   #7
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How are you doing today honey? Anything I can do, seriously, I will.
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Old 26-08-2008, 06:21 PM   #8
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I am worth nothing.
I can't get anything out of my head.
Theres so much stiring round & round & I'm going to explode.
I hate myself.
I want to fucking end it.
I don't know what to do...
I cant do this anymore
Please someone help me







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Old 26-08-2008, 06:54 PM   #9
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but i posted because i... i know this isn't the way i should deal with this.
I don't know what anyone else thinks hunni, but this shows a lot to me. It shows that you've still got hope. You know dying isn't the way forward... you know there's an answer out there somewhere. You've done well to fight your way to where you are now, and you can continue fighting until you know the answer hunni.... You're a stong girl.... You're not the sort to give up. Keep going hunni... we'll help you all we can.

Love you lots babe
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Old 27-08-2008, 09:28 AM   #10
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Helen, I love you, please get some help if your still feeling bad today, maybe go to A & E



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Old 01-09-2008, 09:49 AM   #11
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i hope your feeling better, none of this is your fault. you are ill babes


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