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Old 22-02-2019, 12:47 AM   #1
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Really want to kill myself but i am a coward. Keep picturing how i want to do it but not doing it. It is quite pathetic. Wish could stop feeling sorry for myself and kill myself cause compared to life in hell the few seconds it will hurt to die is nothing so i don’t know why i cant do it

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Old 22-02-2019, 12:50 AM   #2
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All i can hear is "kill yourself you prick"

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Old 22-02-2019, 04:44 AM   #3
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Loll just kill self attetion seeking bitch

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Old 23-02-2019, 03:00 PM   #4
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I'm sorry you're feeling so bad and are also being harsh with yourself. What's going on that's making you feel like this? I know it's hard to be kind to yourself but you don't deserve to be bullied by yourself on top of the awful things you are already feeling.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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Old 24-02-2019, 09:23 PM   #5
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I don't think you're a coward for not killing yourself, I think it indicates that you're a strong person to keep fighting, even if the suicidal thoughts are so intense. I don't think it is pathetic.

I also agree with OSC in that if possible try to be a bit kinder to yourself and give yourself a break from the bad talk if possible. Seems like you have a lot of intense feelings at the moment. Do you want to talk about what is going on for you?

Keep being strong, even if you need to take it minute by minute, hour by hour. You can get through whatever is going on.



Life can be beautiful if you let it.
Step back, breathe and take it in




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