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Old 20-09-2019, 08:09 AM   #1
Jackoflife
 
Join Date: Sep 2019
Life, over and over

Why do things always seem to crash down when they're going up?

I know it's all about perspective, but sometimes I just can't seem to justify some events in my life.

birth mother died at my birth, years of ilness in school, Brain cancer at 21, divorced parents at 21, ten years later, finally land a great job, and break both my knees.

Lying in the hospital bed, all alone (literally no one to call), pondering about life's meaning.

I am always a positive person, I give back to life whenever I can, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I take care of my health, and yet, it seems like no matter how hard I try, life finds a way to always mess my reality and expectations.

Where does one go from here?

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Old 20-09-2019, 02:29 PM   #2
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I'm sorry you've had such an awful time. I can understand why you're feeling so hopeless. It doesn't mean that things will continue this way, and it's easier to remember and think about bad things are there good things that you might be pushing to the side because there have been so many difficult times? Do you have anyone in your life at all who you can get some support from? I hope things get better for you soon.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

You didn't come this far just to come this far.


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