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I slipped up yet agin. >.< my hip aches
Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I must have you!"
Thomas Parke D’Invilliers
Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I must have you!"
Thomas Parke D’Invilliers
Emotional and stupidly tired.
Visited my dead girlfriend's grave today, or, technically it was yesterday, but...mm. It was nice, I guess, but I'm a tiny bit emotional right now. >_>
It's stupid, I kind of had a good day, and I still want to cut and cry myself to sleep.
-sigh-
I fail so hard.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do
Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I must have you!"
Thomas Parke D’Invilliers
Hey all, I'm Zac (Zachary), preferrably just Z. New to the thread and here to help. Duffer, I can send you a bio as soon as I can get around to it. Lazy, lazy summer so it shouldn't be too long. And... hey all.
Welcome Z Don't rush doing it i know it is hard to write it as i have just done mine and it took me a long time so don't feel under pressure if you can't get it done quick ok.
I don't feel under pressure. I want to help. It's been a long time since I even thought about it, I'm actually looking forward to doing it.... strange as that sounds.
I do have a rant though that has nothing to do with anything. I'm not hiding it because there's no trigger, or shouldn't be. I went to give blood today and I was denied because I'm a gay man. I think that's f**king stupid. They screen all samples anyway, so instead they just made me feel like a loser and completely useless and worthless to them... which I suppose I am. I don't know, there's nothing I can do about it, but it really upset me. I'm so sick and tired of this second class citizen sh*t.
I didn't think they had the right to deny you because you are gay. What difference does it make if they screen everything? I mean the blood is no different from anyone else's. Is there an equality law in the USA which stops them from treating you like that?
Well theoretically it's not purely because I'm gay, it's because I've had "sexual contact with another man- even once-since 1979" But, precisely, they screen everything anyway and I have very regular STD tests just to be sure- that blood is as clean as anyone else's. And there are indeed equality laws for the workplace and for schools, but no, there is nothing to stop the red cross from being sh*theads.
'in the quiet heart is hidden, sorrow that the eye can't see'
