Contains bullying - 'Silly little things' and the past.
On FB today I saw a very old comment from someone written about a photo of me, it was mocking and very much along the tone of 'thats the freak from high school, don't remember her name though'.
As soon as I saw it my neck burnt red hot. I felt so ashamed and hurt all over again.
Why am I so funny to everyone, why am I such a peice of comedy?
I feel like everyone points and stares and laughs, and Im ****ing right.
I want to dive into a hole and never leave.
This week has been SO hard and this just reminded me of why I hate myself, why everyone else does too.
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