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Old 24-04-2010, 02:20 AM   #1
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Triggering (SI/OD) - Falling back into a dangerous place...

Two weeks ago I took a serious OD that landed me in the hospital from a couple days. I promised myself that I wouldn't take an overdose ever again. I promised that I would get better and I actually believed it could happen. I thought that after being admitted things would get better. That I wouldn't have this cycle of horrible feelings. I guess BPD doesn't go away that easily. I really and truly thought that being admitted would "cure" me and I hate that it didn't. I put my all into being in the hospital. Talked and acted the way I was supposed to and did all the work they asked. But no, I still feel like crap!

I have a bottle of pills that I can take. I have fresh tools that are "sharper than ever" that I could use to do deep.

I don't want to do this anymore.
I really, really don't.



It's the children the world almost breaks that grow up to save it.
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Old 24-04-2010, 02:27 AM   #2
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dont do that hun its okay you can get through this xx

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Old 24-04-2010, 04:29 AM   #3
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I know just how you feel. But I find that the days I feel like giving up, I think back and say, "Well...if I had given up last time I wanted to, I wouldn't have got to ________________."

I hope that helps. The little things in life are what make it worth living.


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Old 24-04-2010, 05:51 AM   #4
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Please don't hurt yourself hun, you deserve so much better than that. Hold on there you will get through this.



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Old 24-04-2010, 09:00 AM   #5
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I'll PM you.



See I cannot feel this, not matter how you try and in the real world, there's no goodbyes.

Stare at the hands, you know you want to ;).

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