Triggering (SI/ED) - Ruth isn't doing so good *also suicide*
Ruth isn't doing so good right now.
She spent last night experiencing a mix of flashbacks, and also paralell versions of things that could have happened, and flashes of what could happen in the future, flashback style.
Ruth scared. Ruth doesn't like it. It scares Ruth. It makes Ruth want to cut to make the pictures go away.
Ruth saw pictures of her telling her form tutor she was suicidal.
Ruth saw herself taking another overdose. Ruth saw herself unconcious.
Ruth saw herself purging her food, skipping her meals until she was thin again.
Ruth is so scared. Ruth is alone. Ruth doens't want to tell anyone because Ruth doesn't want them watching her.
Ruth wants to know she has an escape.
"Has anyone seen my contact lens? It may be stuckto a tree or a rock or something. Oh boy, I am so grounded" Family Guy
if everyone cared and nobody cried, if everyone loved and nobody lied, if everyone shared and swallowed their pride, we'd see the day that nobody died
Ruth... hunny you can do this... you can pull through. I know things are bad right now but thet won't be forever, I promise. You are so strong... you have helped me through things as well. PM me if you need to.
xx
Hey Ruth.i know that things arent so good but they will get better.please dont give up.i hope u feel better tomorrow.u arent alone.im here for u
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
