Four weeks on
We are now four weeks on from the rape, which I hasten to add was not violent, and I barely remember it, so compared to your guys experience it's a walk in the park, but I'm struggling. I feel low, I can't rely on anyone, the medical school are letting him.continue his studies, the police just extended the ivestigation, but now I've started being weak my family have started relying on me again. It's like when I was strong and there was all the initial drama going on they didn't find it to hard but now I need them they've revered back to our usual ways of me being the donkey carrying their stuff. They talk to me like I'm their friend who they can share problems with, but I can't carry it now I'm barely carrying my own stuff. I feel like every other woman who this happens to just gets on with life and I'm sinking, even though I'm protected at home in different city. I think this is going to take more than I have, and I am so sick of being the strong one I can't do it anymore
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