Welcome to RYL!
First of all, you certainly should be posting for support, you deserve it & that's what we're here for!
I'm sorry to hear you're still struggling with Anorexia, its such a dreadful illness & it really can strip you of everything. You're fighting it though! You're a warrior who will win this battle!
Try not to feel bad about not being able to eat the dinner, some days are more difficult than others & it's important to bear in mind that you will, one day, be able to eat what you like. I believe in you.
Is your partner supportive?, Perhaps you could both draw up a meal plan together? One that's a bit easier for you, still challenging & is something that everyone likes? You could then slowly build up to more scary foods with time?
You say you've been to treatment & now have no support?, Do you why that is? Can you contact your GP for a referral? It's unfair for you to be left without any support when recovering.
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