Was in hospital most of today, vomming blood and (seperate issue) quite a serious SI ithat needed sorting. Am very very tired and I feel like crap about myself but at least they let me home, said bloods are bad, but only as bad as last time thank frick.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
A little better, not perfect but think I'm on the mend. Managed cuppa soup and super noodles and kept them down and managed to get to co op etc so win life. Still really tired but nto tragically so.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
Buttons could do with some support. She had a fall/ collapsed and tge ambulance think it may be sepsis. But she has to wait until tomorrow for a test. She's really struggling and think she deserved to be treated badly by the ambulance team
Bless second ambulance crew went to out of hours gp and got me some anti sickness meds to keep me going until Monday when I promised will go to GP. They said there's definitely something up but with my immune system at an all time low any bug is going to take me lot longer to get over and given the fact I also have an infected arm my body just cant take anymore basically. Also they understood what I meant about hospital being a stressful situation and without my meds (anti psychotic lot) cos I've been throwing up contantly can't keep them down not refused, means my MH would just get worse in the stressful hosp situation so they did everything they could for me to stay home until Monday.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
I'm glad the second ambulance crew were better and understood your very valid reasons for staying out of hospital. Think you can make it through ok until tomorrow? I don't know about this stuff but could you get a depot for your meds that you can't keep down? Look after yourself today.
I don't know about this stuff but could you get a depot for your meds that you can't keep down? Look after yourself today.
I don't know but definitely something will look into. Depot didnt't occur to me so thankyou ;0
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Originally Posted by one_step_closer
How are you doing? Will you definitely manage to see a GP tomorrow?
I'm doing okay thanks to anti sickness meds have managed to start keeping food down which is helping with the weakness. Bit torn about tomorrow as district nurses said they would have swab results ready tomorrow to tell me if need go to gp but did promise to go and don't tend to go back on promises, but I don'tknow what time district nurses are cming they saida nytime between 10-3 so I can't risk drs in case I miss them, and unless the nurses tell me need something prescribed by a dr he'd probably just tell me to see district nurses.
Last edited by Buttons. : 21-07-2019 at 04:06 PM.
Reason: Depot
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
I'm glad the anti sickness meds are helping at least. That is a difficult situation with the nurses and the doctor, is there a way you could contact the doctor and see if they could contact the nurses for a more urgent result if it's ready. Some kind of communication between the GP and the nurses might mean that they can be sure you get what you need.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Head of household ‘you’re eighteen+ don’t care if you’re vulnerable adult deal with it’ which considering how hard I find it to ask for help hurt a bit.
I appreciate she has her own crap but seriously? I could have died of sepsis and wound still infected, Ill with a bug so my immune system just plain won’t cope every support worker and the district nurses have said its getting out of hand but no al long as I die at home doesn’t matter.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
