I'm really sorry for all my threads lately but..
I got an appt through for an ED assessment at my hospital but then my mum called them up to try and get it sooner, they asked my BMI and she told them the wrong one (1 lower than I am) they got all concerned and said I should be in hospital and now my appointment is NEXT WEEK!
I mean should I call them to correct them and see what they say or just go??
Also I saw psychologist yesterday she said she doesn't think they can care for me in the community for much longer, that I'm still not eating and I'm gonna end up in hospital
I feel really gross and I can't get fatter! I got to my goal weight and set a new one now which I must get to... I used laxatives for first time in ages Thursday...arghgh
I think you should just go to your appointment. You can tell them that your mum mixed up and told them the wrong BMI. But really, if your real BMI was ok, they wouldn;t get so worrie over the BMI that's one lower. It's still serious, and you're obviously unwell.
They will weigh you at the assesment anyway..so it wont matter either way hunnie.
and like others have said you will never feel thin enough! As you get thinner..your brain is starved of the nutrients it needs, and so it distors your imagine, and you percieve it to be a fatter image, when its really an emaciated one!.
Hey Just wanted to offer some support, I'm going through therapy just now and it is pretty scary especially that first appointment but try it and see how you go, I have got a great therapist and I'm not saying its easy cos I have good and bad days. I hope it goes ok for you.
Yes according to BMI and psychiatrists I am underweight..
I messed up today, tried to purge after dinner but couldn't..then ate more! Now I gotta compensate the next few days, I know I shouldn't but I can't fight it
You don't have to do anything now baby, but try to feel better. You shouldn't have tried to purge, but thats OK, & I'm glad you didn't succeed. You're body must be so desperate for some sort of nutrition. Please don't contemplate doing anything because of it, please.
I love you.
x x x
Glad it went well.
It's good that they're not pressuring you to do anything, I think that way there's a better chance of you getting permanently better, rather than just while in hospital or whatever.