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Old 11-11-2010, 11:55 PM   #23921
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Ahh so the general consensus seems to be that I ought to prepare for another surprise? Maybe my brain is in denial? I don't know, I mean I don't care who I love really, as long as I am happy. Hmm I'll keep an open mind, but I don't feel like I like girls in general.

And thank-you for your input. It's nice to talk to people who relate. =)










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Old 12-11-2010, 01:32 AM   #23922
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Ahh so the general consensus seems to be that I ought to prepare for another surprise? Maybe my brain is in denial? I don't know, I mean I don't care who I love really, as long as I am happy. Hmm I'll keep an open mind, but I don't feel like I like girls in general.

And thank-you for your input. It's nice to talk to people who relate. =)
My advice would be dont try too hard to label yourself. Sexuality is fluid for most people and theres nothing wrong with loving who you love outwith of labels.



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Old 13-11-2010, 04:02 AM   #23923
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My advice would be dont try too hard to label yourself. Sexuality is fluid for most people and theres nothing wrong with loving who you love outwith of labels.
Thank-you very much, and I totally agree. Like I said before, I am fine with loving whoever I love, as long as I am happy, and I don't really find a label too necessary. i was simply interested in seeing if anyone else had ever felt like I do at the moment. The group of my friends that I told were like, "So, you're bi?" and I was like, "Err.. Maybe?" "But you like girls?" "Not really. I like Heather". xD It was frustrating trying to get my voice across when they didn't seem to get it. I was just hoping to feel less alone. And I do. =) Good advice. =)










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Old 17-11-2010, 05:26 PM   #23924
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Old 25-11-2010, 10:18 PM   #23925
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Hi i am new here. Just found this topic. Some times i find it hard to talk about. I guess it started when i was about 14 but i can remember similar feelings at a younger age. It still struggle with these feelings to this very day. I have feelings that i want to be a woman. Iv been battling with these feelings for years.

when i finally came out to my folks well they took it pretty badly and that was over a year ago.

i had been secretly seeing a therapist who could refer me to the gender clinic and this year the whole process has seemed to go along fast and before i know it they are talking about sending me to the clinic.

I do want this. i feel it is what i want out of life to be myself the girl i know i am. but every time i see a therapist everything feels heavy. First they picked up on the fact that when i speak i speak with no emotion "i sound plain they say" they also said i show no emotion and after you hear those things you start to believe it.

i know they just want what is best for me. I want what is best for me but i can assure anyone that i feel emotion however i tend to keep things to myself.

my big fear is that things are moving to fast and i am not ready. some say i am making excuses maybe i am i dont know but the way i see things my choices effect others and i got to think about others.

as sad as it sounds i live with my folks ,my mum is retired and my farther had a bad accident and work and can no longer work i stay here and help pay the rent and bills.
while i am here i cant be myself and they want no part in me changing my gender.
i feel trapped because i dont want to be here because as a woman i am not welcome here.

If i leave they cant afford the rent etc. it is a hard pill to swallow.
i would love to just leave here ,start living as a woman go to london to the gender clinic and take things one step at a time.

I feel this is something i need to do for me. maybe i am being selfish.
i believe that i wont get to see much of my family and friends because of my choice this upsets me but it is something i will have to deal with.

I dont think i could deal with living a life as a male just barely getting by ,being depresses and upset most of the time.

My big fear in this all is losing my family and also i fear making a mistake depression at the best of time clouds my judgment and i dont know if my feelings are true or just a part of depression or something my mind created to cope.

my family think that it could be because of the loss of my sister when i was 2 years old however i do not believe this. Sadly i have no memories of my sister. i love here and wish i had time to know her but i do not think i am trying to be her or replace her.

its another 2 weeks before i see my therapist and this time i want to wright down my thoughts feelings and fears. I am not very good at opening up. I can wright freely but talking well that is another matter.

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Old 25-11-2010, 10:56 PM   #23926
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Old 26-11-2010, 03:42 PM   #23927
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Old 26-11-2010, 03:55 PM   #23928
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*ponces around pretending to be gay* I belong in this thread.

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Old 26-11-2010, 04:05 PM   #23929
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Pretending?
Chels baby.

You are so far in the closet you are close to Narnia.
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Old 26-11-2010, 05:26 PM   #23930
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Old 26-11-2010, 05:54 PM   #23931
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Pretending?
Chels baby.

You are so far in the closet you are close to Narnia.
*smooches*
this made me lol:P

I would join in - but I wouldn't want you to catch my 'straight germs' XD



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Old 26-11-2010, 06:24 PM   #23932
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Oh, I have lots of straight Germs.

Also Kate.
No, you can't join in.
Chels is all mine, I'm afraid. *pets*
Nice thought though

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Old 26-11-2010, 06:26 PM   #23933
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Old 26-11-2010, 08:22 PM   #23934
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Old 26-11-2010, 08:26 PM   #23935
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:O what? I am offended! XD and yeah I totally agree - since it got hijacked by Amber this whole thread has had quite a fall from grace:P



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Old 26-11-2010, 08:33 PM   #23936
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STFU
you are a noobie!!!

I have been here 4 years and have NEVER killed a thread! EVAR.
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Old 26-11-2010, 08:41 PM   #23937
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:O how dare you!!! XD I know I'm a newbie - so what?:P And for your information, I'm not entirely straight (as you probably guessed from my lurking in this thread) - no need to shun me:P xxxxx

ps hope you don't do that 'shun the bi' thing - it gets kinda boring...*yawn* :P



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Old 26-11-2010, 11:00 PM   #23938
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Old 26-11-2010, 11:11 PM   #23939
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I don't shun bisexuals, I just f˙cking hate them.




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Old 26-11-2010, 11:12 PM   #23940
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