Triggering (Sexual Abuse) - I Said no

[shadow-light]

you are not disgusting, anf you DO deserve help

[l.e.g.o]

i cant cope anymore
i want to die
pain so bad
agony
i want to die
harmed badly
im sorry

[Popple]

Don't apologise sweet you havent done anything wrong.
I know things are hard but you don't deserve this pain.
Do your injuries need looking at?

[l.e.g.o]

probably should in pain-harmed bad as well

[Popple]

Sweetie do you think you qould be able to go to a&e and get checked over just to be safe because I don't think anywhere else will be open at this time.

[l.e.g.o]

i cant im sorry
let me die

[Popple]

Why can't you?
you deserve help.

[l.e.g.o]

cant tell parents
cant tell
im sorry

[Popple]

I am sure they would just be worried about you hun but if you have hurt yourself badly you need to get it looked at.

[crazykat]

I agree with Katy, the fact that you are still here despite all the struggles you are facing, shows the amount of strength in you. Have you been to the doctor yet and got checked out? It obviously upsets/frightens you that he comes around, you say you don't feel strong enought to tell him to go away well how about telling someone else so they can make sure he doesn't bother you. Keep fighting hun. You can and will get through this. Take care
Kat xxx

[Popple]

How are you feeling today love?
Do you think you could try and get to your doctor or the walk in centre today? I know its hard sweetie but you need to make sure you are physically ok.

[shadow-light]

I hope you did manage to get seen to, you deserve to be looked after

[l.e.g.o]

it hurts
cant get checked out
im to dirty
im sorry

[shadow-light]

you are not dirty! and even if you were the doctors wouldn't notice/care, they see all sorts of people on a dayly basis. you deserve to get help

[l.e.g.o]

its to hard
let me die

[shadow-light]

I know it's hard... but you can do it, you've proven your strenth so many times, I'm sorry that you've got to be strong again, but you CAN do it

[Popple]

It is hard but you can do it, you are stronger than you think.
Its unfair that you keep having to fight for things but you can do it.

[crazykat]

Yes its hard but you are strong, you can and will get through this

[l.e.g.o]

i cant cope
im sorry
i wish i was dead

[crazykat]

No need to be sorry, what can't you cope with? What would help you to be able to cope better?