Proud to say that after 3 months hospitalization and waiting time I am officially 8 1/2 months Self harm free :) I don't actually feel different. It's nice not to hide my body. Butttttt I guess recovery did not come without a price. Seems all the coping from SH transferred into my " Eating Disorder" bank. and now what was once a minor binge/purge habit. Has turned into full blown Anorexia.
I feel really bad about it. Trading one bad habit for another. OH well. One demon at a time. I actually have not been on this site for a really long time. I logged back on today after contacting some old friends. I came to the uncomfortable sight of my " mood button " stuck on the phrase " hungry. " Dear Lord, please help me. I need a little extra work.
