I want to be me again (caution may be needed)
What's in the past can stay there I want to move on and be my old self again this isn't me I hate my self just now please leave my mind and stay away for good I feel so weak for letting you in the first place such a failure what can I do right people say my futures bright and a lot to look forward too I can see that but there's always this thought I can't get RId of that it won't work or I'll ruin it I need some one to help me break free but im scared to ask for help to admit I'm weak and not coping I hate this way of life im so tired I just want to sleep and when I wake its all gone its just been a bad dream I cry a lot I'm sad a lot half the time I don't know why I just am I show and tell you what I choose too I want to be honest with you but I'm scared you'll run a mile I need to get it out of my head i cause most of my problems my self i dont need people to put me down i do that my self my mask is falling off i cant live this lie no longer I want to become me again I can't seem to show or tell you about my bad days I keep it all inside I want this to change I want to go back in time and put a stop to all before it happens but I can't I need to live with it for ever I just need it all out of my head so I can move on for the happy bright future
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