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Old 09-08-2017, 10:09 PM   #1
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I want to be me again (caution may be needed)

What's in the past can stay there I want to move on and be my old self again this isn't me I hate my self just now please leave my mind and stay away for good I feel so weak for letting you in the first place such a failure what can I do right people say my futures bright and a lot to look forward too I can see that but there's always this thought I can't get RId of that it won't work or I'll ruin it I need some one to help me break free but im scared to ask for help to admit I'm weak and not coping I hate this way of life im so tired I just want to sleep and when I wake its all gone its just been a bad dream I cry a lot I'm sad a lot half the time I don't know why I just am I show and tell you what I choose too I want to be honest with you but I'm scared you'll run a mile I need to get it out of my head i cause most of my problems my self i dont need people to put me down i do that my self my mask is falling off i cant live this lie no longer I want to become me again I can't seem to show or tell you about my bad days I keep it all inside I want this to change I want to go back in time and put a stop to all before it happens but I can't I need to live with it for ever I just need it all out of my head so I can move on for the happy bright future



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Old 14-08-2017, 04:59 PM   #2
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Hey there, it's sounds like you're feeling really lost and that you're trying really hard to move forwards, but it's hard to do that all by yourself sometimes!

How are you getting on now? Is there anything we can help with?



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Old 27-01-2018, 12:53 AM   #3
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Hi sore for late reply took some time out to sort my self. Im bit alone i have many peoe who can help and want to i just cant show then my baf days or seen to let them in. No matter how hard i try xx



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Old 27-01-2018, 06:10 PM   #4
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Do you know what it is that is getting in the way of you letting people in?



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Old 24-04-2018, 08:45 AM   #5
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Nope no idea i guess ive always done it i feel weak and don't like to bother people with my troubles sometimes i think they arent interested



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Old 28-04-2018, 10:49 AM   #6
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You aren't weak. What makes you think that people aren't interested? Perhaps if you're finding it tricky to speak to someone, you could write them a letter or send them a message to get the conversation started. That could potentially be easier than talking face to face initially.



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