I have been unemployed, until a couple weeks ago, forever and a day. I got a job finally at a warehouse that sells stuff returned to stores like Home Depot and stuff. Note: I was fired for not being as observant to the products I was testing before they were listed online.
Anyway I didn't like the job much anyway. It was a bad influence. Everyone there chain smoked like crazy. Between that and the grueling nature of the job I picked up my cigarette habit again. My doctor won't lije that if or when I tell her.
I also need to fond a new place to live. This place I'm staying at now as a roommate is being sold and so I need to find a new place to stay. I was going to share a place with a friend of mine... But I have $200 in my account now and next tuesday I will get a low check of about maybe $280 since I missed 6 of the 8 hours on wednesday due to me being at court and I wont be working tomorrow.
I'm sad and scared and frustrated and annoyed and ...
What now? Rental assistance ... Unemployment? With my disabilities it's so hard to find work and I need to be out by the first of april. Gods I wish I was dead. I'm just tired of everything ... I'm not suicidal just very depressed.
Thanks for listening...
I wanted to vent I guess. I don't know what to do. I was going to split rent with my friend and he still wants to but without a job is that even possible? Or am I just beibg myself and overreacting to my life ...? I have no idea.