Helen this is such a huge step for you, and I think I speak for everyone on ryl when I say how proud I am of you! :)
You will make it through this once and for all, you are strong and brave and I have every faith in you that you can make this work.
No matter how hard it is remember all you have to do is hold on and keep breathing and keep moving towards the light, because its there and you deserve it so much. It will be scary, but it will be worth it in the end so be encouraged when you feel down, and be brave when you feel scared, and when you feel alone, remember how much we all love you. And when you doubt yourself, remember that we don't doubt you one bit.
I want to see you happy and healthy, because breaks my heart that you are so ill. Make the most of the treatment, and you really will kick some ass!
Sorry for the essay
xxx
"That is why, for Christ's sake,
I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships,
in persecutions, in difficulties.
For when I am weak, then I am strong"
(2 Corinthians 12:13)
i havnt spoken to you before, but well done on going for this
you go and kick its silly ass. you dont need this disorder and you are strong enough to ask for help and you will make it. good luck and hope to hear from you soon xxx
We are so accustomed to disguise ourselves to others that in the end we become disguised to ourselves.
Baby, you gotta give this your all, I know you can do it, you're so strong & so amazing, you can get through this & kick some ED ass!
I believe in you.
Well, what I'll do beautiful is ask my Grandad what he's doing on Tuesday & if he's free at about 9:30-10am to take me (as it'll take an hour & a bit to get there & I don't mind being early heh) & then I can settle you in & ask him to come pick me back up a few hours later. :)
If that don't work, weekend it'll have to be... but, it's okay, I'll write. :D
<3
*holds you tightly*
It's gonna be okay gorgeous, I promise.
& You're not going to be the fattest there.
You're TOO thin as well.
I just spoke to Cotswold House & I'm going in on Tuesday at 11am.
I'm crying, I feel so overwhelmed with emotions. I'm happy, sad, relieved, triggered, unsafe, excited, &everythingelse.
OMG Helen, this is amazing. Everything ur feeling is ok- its a big thing to go to IP its exciting cos theres hope/light for recovary and fear at the same time- questions about who you are without this etc.... but remember even admit all these feelings that someone- somewhere out there knows how much you need this, how much you deserve it.
Its Thursday as i write this/early wed morning.... so i guess you've got about a week until you go in? PM just before you in please??? can you access RYL or email at IP? let me know that you're going in and ill be thinking of you. I love you Helen, you're amazing, powerful, beautiful, strong and You are going to/will beat this.
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
Brilliant news darling!
I know it must be very overwhelming but try and remind yourself that you are worthy or this. You deserve and need it otherwise it wouldn't be happening love.
Take care sweety, you have all our support and we're all very proud of you
Xxxxxx
You see a mouse trap
I see free cheese
And a ****ing challenge
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7pm is another option! But I think it would too late for you baby. <3 LoveYou. *Clings*
