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Still trying
For a whole year i have been trying not to cut. Slipping sometimes, but each time I get more control over it. Each time it there is more time between episodes. With 5 years off and on of cutting, its only taken a year to sort of figure out that I dont need it anymore.
Sure I get urges, but I think I always will. Last night my husband was like, one day your going to have a pack of camels and a stressful conversation with your mom, and you'll have the control to walk away from it. Cause I'm determined to be happy. I will be better.
Most of my being happy and quiting is because of my husband though. He knows me better than I do. He sees all the amazing potential in me. He's amazing. Yeah...
Just a update, as i havent been on this forum in forever.
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