I am really upset
I have been talk off the eage for tonight, but when I was as my lowes tonight and just needed someone to talk to, no one what there. Refreshing the page ever few seconds (but in the moment felt like for ever) to see if some one would talk to me. And no one did. I'm new to this site not 100% sure I'm useing it right, but after trying a few sites and numbers to text no one got back to me. We need to work on better ways on getting people help.
I'm sorry you're having a hard time right now. Unfortunately this site can be quiet a lot of the time. Are there any people you could phone in your life or telephone helplines etc when no one is around? There is the site IMAlive where you can talk to someone via instant message if you are feeling low and someone is available. I hope you're feeling at least a bit better. Take care.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.