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Triggering (Sexual Abuse) - ignore me.
I'm so fed up with this.
I deserve to be punished yet the only thing remotely painful enough that I can put myself through is to meet him.
He did it once and he will do it again.
He dosent think he did anything wrong and wanted to see me..
I know all i have to do is contact him and tell him il meet him and it will happen again. I'll walk right into it.
I dont want him to hurt me again. But, at the moment i dont care about what i want, it dosent matter. I just need to be punished.
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