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Old 23-03-2011, 05:58 PM   #61
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HI Miriam thanks for your reply.It was really hard to be honest.Just struggling to see a way out.Its slipping through my fingers a bit.So tired aswell dont know why.Just want the FAT to go and to disappear.Hugsxx

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Old 23-03-2011, 06:10 PM   #62
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there is a way out, a safe happy way and i'm sure you'll find it. hold on, keep fighting. maybe try a nap?



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Old 23-03-2011, 07:30 PM   #63
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Thanks so much hun.I cant stop crying.I cant take being this FAT Im so sorryxx

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Old 24-03-2011, 10:42 AM   #64
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*hugs*
please please try to remind yourself that you're not fat. You're really not.



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Old 24-03-2011, 04:53 PM   #65
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I am a mess I feel so sick and dizzy I am trying to keep my fluids up but the guilt is overwhelming.I slipped up and took diuretics again.Its been suggested I tell uni but Im scared I dont know how to?Im scared he will say whats new and think I am attention seeking but its been less than a week and I already feel bad physically?Words are failing I tried to email him but failed i dont know what to do?I am so ashamed also having strong od urges.I just dont know what to do?I havent restricted enough.I will be stuck this FAT Im so sorryxx

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Old 24-03-2011, 08:27 PM   #66
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I am a FAT C**T I feel so broken.Im sorry Im so patheticx

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Old 24-03-2011, 08:33 PM   #67
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It's been less than a week since what?
You're not fat at all. I suspect you have already restricted far too much- you know the number of calories we all need in a day? Have you eaten that many?
You're not fat, and not the c-word either; why would you think that you are?



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Old 24-03-2011, 09:33 PM   #68
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Sorry less than a week since the water pills.How are you now hun?Im sorry you are hurting.I feel so FAT and lostxx

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Old 24-03-2011, 10:04 PM   #69
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Oh right, ok. Just try to keep drinking fluids, and different types, as water is dull! How about different fruit juices, or squash?
And seriously Jess, have you even eaten anything today?



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Old 24-03-2011, 10:28 PM   #70
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No but Ive disgustingly had two litres of Alpro Light! No wonder I am FAT!! And a Starbucks soya cappucino.Deserve to be punishedx

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Old 24-03-2011, 10:31 PM   #71
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hi Jess. i don't think you need to be punished but i do think you need something to eat. is there anythign you can manage?



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Old 24-03-2011, 11:25 PM   #72
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No I have had enough for twenty men already! Euugh FAT C**T I am!Hugs and thankyoux

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Old 25-03-2011, 12:57 AM   #73
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Jess, be careful. You are not fat. You do not deserve to be punished.



It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.


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Old 25-03-2011, 02:58 PM   #74
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HUGS hun thankyou I couldnt manage my Startbucks because Im too FAT I cant concentrate.Just cant cope Im so sorry.xx

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Old 25-03-2011, 06:30 PM   #75
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Thankyou Kismet your reply ,means a lot.I saw my gp this afternoon but my head feels really messed up! I recognise I need help but I dont believe I deserve it even though I accept it does that make sense?My gp was really good and she has put me on Sertraline although Im scared it will make me sick.Im so FAT and useless I need other peoples help to NOT mess up.I dont deserve peoples kindness and support.I should be left to die its part of natural selection SURVIVAL of the FITTEST.Im sorry I dont deserve to post.Stay safe everyone.x

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Old 25-03-2011, 08:38 PM   #76
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*hugs* hope the Sertraline goes well, it's scary going on to new meds, I'm doing the same

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Old 25-03-2011, 09:06 PM   #77
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Hugs back thankyou and Im sorry to be patheticx

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Old 25-03-2011, 09:37 PM   #78
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you do deserve to post hun. i hope the meds help, good luck with them. x



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Old 25-03-2011, 09:49 PM   #79
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I might need it lol the last lot made me feel like I had gastroenteritis :( How are you?xx

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Old 25-03-2011, 11:44 PM   #80
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