Oh noo. That sucks! Do you have other friends living around you? Have you been to your dr about your low mood?
I'm studying an extra a level by distance learning to get more UCAS points to go to university. I want to go back to my degree of mh nursing. But I'm always constantly tired. It's crazy. It's driving me mad as I'm trying to study and work but I'm too tired I rather be in bed.
Ballerina123 - My lovely superstar
Call me R -
The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time - Abraham Lincoln
There really aren't social groups in this town , Fire Fly , I simply do not know HOW "to go out and meet people" . I only met H because we were inpatient together . I never really went to school , got bullied in year 7 , refused to go until they put me in a Kids hospital at year 9 left for regular school at year 10 , got bullied straight away , refused to go , got put in a halfway thing until year 11 , Moved to Wales , took Catering college , first day stood up , said just here from England , Bullied for a solid year until (For being English in wales) I couldn't take it anymore left aged aged 18 , Not done much since , I'm 35 now , so as you can imagine I've never learned social skills , I live in a very rural area , Don't Drive , Anxiety prevents me from going on public transport ( I couldn't even get the bus when my Dad had his Heart attack ) , I cannot go to the Mind centre as people walk around in there having harmed with short sleeves on and my own scars trigger me , imagine what other peoples do.
Sorry.
When is your exam?
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
Sorry things are so rough for you Mark. are you in touch with services that can get you a befriender? my partner is a befriendee for vulnerable people with mh difficulties like yourself and the people who he befriends benefit quite a bit. Just wondering whether that will be an option for you?
Its on may 19 :/ . booooo!
Ballerina123 - My lovely superstar
Call me R -
The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time - Abraham Lincoln
I had a Befriender a few years ago , Fire Fly , Her Name Was Becky , I really liked her , she got a different job closer to her family and Hafal closed the office so the new guy just had to come into my Flat and I did not like him being in my flat , I don't like family in my flat so..... I needed to go to the office in town , getting me out was the major part of the whole thing. I needed Him to be a Her , I get on 99% better with women.
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
Is it something you could look into again Mark? It might be that there's a female you could work with now and maybe you could go for walks or something? I can understand you not liking them coming to your home, I wouldn't either, but there's often a way round it.
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
