Thankyou, its nice to receive support so quickly.
Everythings happened,
in short?
*My rapist kept contacting me and stressing me out before i finally told my father and he contacted the police
*I have screwed up lots of friendships with my moods
*told off a boy that liked me who was really clingy, as a result he humiliated me infront of a pub full of people joking about my scars etc.
*My rapist has given me chlamydia, not stressful as its being taken care of, but ultimatley its just another problem.
*My ex bf self harmed the other day and hes blaming it on me,
*The final thing today is that my ex bf stopped me going down south to see my friends cousin last weekend with them because he's a jealous little get.
The cousin died yesterday after giving birth, as soon as they put the baby in her arms she died.
Its my fault because my friend pulled out of going because i didnt go, because of me they didnt get to see their cousin for what would have been their last birthday.
Ontop of that its peoples insessant moaning at me, to help them with all their problems and up until now ive more that complied, now when i tried to ask for help todaybecause im getting to a crucial turning point, none of them have time for me.
This probably comes accross as selfish, it's not meant to be.
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